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I'm Jaclyn..
+i'm the female equivalent to a bad ass with a heart of gold... +Chances are, you're going to pick up the way i talk, and act, and lots of my strange habits... +i rock individuality like its going out of style! +goof extraordinaire. +honest. +music is beyond passion to me. +i am in absolute lust with people watching. +ridiculously sarcastic, +overweight, TO THE EXTREME! HA-ha!!! +i was/still am a cutter... +i dont lead an exciting life, but i would like to, someday. +i do my best to make every situation entertaining. +i find odd ways to entertain myself. +I enjoy being vulgar, and inappropriate at times... +oh, i live with my mom, i dont have my license, or a car.. or a job.. for the time being, but, i'm doing the best with what i've got.. which is a room in the basement, LOL! +my best friend is my older brother. +i'm a total dork. +i am so NOT perfect that its scary, but thats what i enjoy about myself. +i'm pretty spontaneous, i dont mean to be.. but i'm pretty random at times. +at one point, i thought it would be an exciting idea to date a cage fighter. (as if a cage fighter would go for me) Heres a list of random facts about me: +I curse like a sailor. +I am creative. +I am Fat, and loving it. +I am fallible. +I am not perfect. +I have stretch marks, freckles, scars, and pimples. +I am messy. +I am disorganized. +I am fun to be with. +I am understanding. +I am an easy conversationalist. +I have short, sloppy hair. +I wear dirty clothes, often. +I am human and am reminded it everyday... +I have hopes and dreams that I am terrified will never come true. +I rarely do things out of malicious intent. +I am afraid of, (but so desperately want to fall in) love. +I can sometimes feel suicidal.. +I can sometimes feel completely manic. +I can be blah. +I am a total oxymoron. +I am verbally violent, and aggressive. +I am a genuine person. +I can be a miserable person to know. +I can be your best friend. +I am easy to make friends with, but rarely more than just a friend. +I have always been placed on the back burner.. +I am not sure of what future I should pursue. +I often never know what to do, even when I'm told directly. +I have great difficulty achieving much of anything. +I have a lust for eyeliner. +I swear I am retarded sometimes.. +I could tell you all these things that really doesn't give you much insight into who I am... +I don't know how to NOT be immature.. and that ends up making things go from bad, to worse. +I sometimes love myself too much. +But, often, I don't love myself at all. +I am not what most would call "Normal" +I often act like a guy. +I get noticed easily, for many different reasons. +I am NOT an ugly person. +I LOVE art. +I'm not sure if there's a God. I'd like to hope there is, but I'm not dumb enough to buy into the religious propaganda. +I don't like hip hop music, if one should even be able to call it music. +I am also not a virgin, anymore, sadly enough. +I have an avid passion for photography. +There is a rare few people in this world that I could truly hate, and since I have tact, they shall remain nameless. +I have a Million ideas floating through my head, but never one I can follow through on. +I don't really know what I'm doing, or why I even exist. +I rarely think, before I speak(or type) +I do my best NOT to be ordinary. +I have no belief structure. +I try too hard. +I I love, live, give, breathe, break, laugh, cry, feel, dream, dance, need to be loved, need to love someone... +I don't care about money, or looks, or what kind of car you drive, or how rich your family is, or what you own, or anything like that... +I am not a whore, nor do I want to ever be one... +I constantly question everything in my life, and all around me. +I just am... I am a RARITY... +..ANY QUESTIONS??? ----------------------------------------------- Yahoo! - jrh_1020 AIM - theangryrainbow and tho, i'm like, NEVER on these... here... MSN - jackieh1020 Gmail - jhatlak1020 |