| my school fianly figured out the net here so im live more often now. come chat with me ok i know this sounds really emo, and maybe ill change it later. but i never seem to be good enough for anybody. i do everything i can for my family, and its not enough, so when i take time for myself it makes me feel like an ass. ive yet to have what i would consider a good relationship. my last one started out like it would be good, but...idek what happened. he doesnt talk to me after telling me he just wants to be friends? what's up with that? idk how im supposed to make enough money to live on while im in school...let alone pay for school. i wish i could take the money ive earned and move to where it costs like 50 cents a day to live, and live like a fat king, but that will never happen...probably cant afford the plane ticket to get there... my computer is dying, so the one thing i used to have, my online life, where i was sometimes good enough and happy, is fading quickly. and no one ever comes in my room...i know im not live that often...but am i fugly??? i get one or two people who lerk for a few but never come in... whats up with that? even if you dont stay long, come in my room! you may find you like it!! IGNORANCE IS BLISS!!!!! |
