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I once had a conversation with the most beautiful person in the world, while I was awake. She wondered if I'd ever stop dreaming, or if I'd ever give up thinking that I could change my world. I thought about it and agreed that I couldn't. Therefore I remain. I don't regret anything I've done even though there is more than a handful of things that I should. I just don't have it in me to regret. I do think about it often though. Also, I love my siblings and their children to no extent. It is wonderful to be able to remember someone's entire life and then wonder why we do the things we do sometimes. I'm really passive too, which aggrevates me sometimes. It seems that there is more going on in my head than in my life. That is seeminly ironic to me. Some say I'm weird, others (many others) say I'm a little crazy because of some of the wild shit I've gotten into searching for the pursuit of fun and happiness. But, I say if you don't live life to the fullest then you really haven't lived. I think I will regret that last sentence one day even though I do not tend to regret; as I mentioned earlier. Rest IN Peace Jenny & Ned. Hope to see you again one day. I miss y'all for all I could have learned. |
