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My name is Kayla. I'm a realist and a misanthrope and I believe we will ultimately be our own demise. I'm not proud of who I was or what I've done, but I wouldn't change a thing; I am who I am because of it. I use correct spelling and punctuation. I work in a coffee shop. If you really hurt me, I become incredibly vindictive, and take pride in emotionally destroying you. I'm a geek and a movie-buff and I like video games more than most girls. I don't know if I am a happy person, yet I'm usually grinning. I'm perpetually lonely and in search of something I can't name. I get along better with guys but I avoid getting close to people and often let budding friendships die. When I do get genuinely close to someone I have a hard time letting go. I have a thing for people with baggage, but I am no longer plagued by the need to save everyone. I'm a sucker for good conversation. I can be quite contradictory. I'd take a night in with video games, and munchies over a night out any day. I don't party. I tell it how it is and it's unlikely you'll win if you argue against me. The only place I like to be dominated is in the bedroom. I'm incredibly stubborn, and I will not bite my tongue. You'll love it or hate it. I'll probably end up a crazy old animal lady. I pick up on other peoples' slang and speaking habits. I am incredibly blunt and often come across as mean (but I'm not!). I've been called an intimidating person. I'm often guilty of telling you what you want to hear instead of what I should. I completely lack the ability to make decisions that may hurt others even when I know not making them will be just as bad. Apparently I'm very easy to fall in love with, and it'll be the death of me (and maybe you). I'll have an occasional drink or smoke but I neither a drinker nor a smoker. I don't do drugs, and I value those who are like me in that sense. I'm genuine and eccentric but not unique. I've become a bit too trendy. I care a lot about what you think of me despite how it may seem. I'm a cheap ass, I won't buy anything unless it's on sale, yet money burns a hole in my pocket. I'm easily frustrated and give up too quickly unless I really care. I will not give up on you.