i am a paradox of sorts, my own antithesis...cowboy-girl and kikay, metal and mush, the tamer and the tamed, the one who was left behind and the one who got away, wallflower and butterfly, sea creature and heavenly body, a child squeezed into an adult...i smile a lot my jaws hurt...can be a bit of a (uhmmm, big) klutz...somehow almost always fashionably late...i am too darn cynical due to the many times i've been burned and the scars left thereafter but can be too hopefully idealistic for my own good at times...kind of nocturnal, loves waiting for the sun to come up...i love fiery sunsets and walks on the beach, chilled beer after a hard day's work, long baths, watching the rain through misty windows, snuggling in bed during a storm, bear hugs, pig outs and laugh trips, long drives, impromptu meetings, a good book, coffee just about anytime of the day, surprises, krispy kreme doughnuts, kopi rotti, a strong cosmopolitan, shopping!, staring up at my star-streaked sky, good vibes, playing matchmaker to my friends but still haven't found the one who can put up with all of MY idiosyncrasies (uhmmm, HE hasn't found me i guess)...i believe in the good in all people and that nobody is born evil...a self-confessed drama queen and try-hard comedian, an accident waiting to happen, a sucker for love and life and anything in between, a gypsy that's lived through so much i wouldn't know where to begin, often wonders about what might have been and what lies ahead i constantly have to remind myself to live in the NOW...favorite questions: who are you? and what is the meaning of life?... my friends think i'm crazy, i say hell yeah! :)