| I am 25! Yikes! Have two girls under four, a giant ass-and I'm not talking about my backend, and I hate this town- I hope I dont die here! OK so Im not always this negaive, more about me, Itruely think mean people suck I dont just post the bumper sticker on my car and drive on. I like to rock in the car-I repeatedly catch myself thinking the windsheild is magically non transparent when I rock out but am reminded fast that it isnt when people look at me funny. I am crazy but I only let a little of it out once in a while. I live for my 5 month olds toothless grin and laughter, and I owe my whole existence to my 4 year old. Im usually always cold, tired ,brain farted and yet still charming. I am continually improving myself and consider it a hobby of mine. Im probably the only person in existence without a cell phone and dont want one, although Im surendering to the fact that I NEED one. I iam very old fashioned, traditional is a better word for my condition possibly from taking on ideals being raised by my grandparents. I still believe in the gentelmen role in dating, good manners, pick up the check-but I havent found that yet probably stuff I should let go of cuz it doesnt exist, and modernize with the social times. Yet I also believe in equality in relationships and in real life (as if that existed)between women and men and the races. I am also a feminist of some sort. Im a horrible typer Ive never been able to look at the screen, since highchool Ive always looked at my hands, and still cant get the words typed right even though on the other hand Im an excellent speller. Not only am I smart I think Im hot. Well I think I clean up well cuz I dont always look hot, Im the traditional working mom with a life to live and that takes a toll. I consider it an act of God that Im still standing and consider it my mission to look good walking out of the house baby on one hip in sweat pants and sweat shirt, hair looking like I just got out of bed cuz I didnt do anything with it since I got out of bed, duh. Just dont expect mission accomplished anytime in the near future. I am a treehugger, or granola girl Im totally for the environment and somewhat of a hippie. I like being different from everyone else, but true to myself and that is my trademark, but i also give in once in a while...like the big sunglasses trend, that was one i got caught up in. I have a champaigne appetite on a beer budget, cuz I love purses shoes sunglasses but the necessities come first and thats where nice rich men come in. like Luda syas on Glamorous I gotta keep enough lettuce to support your shoe fettish, but seriously Im no gold digger and I can and will support myself just prefer to fall in love and just happen to be comfortably living. And thats where the fairytale dreams end and reality sets in, and thats the story of my life, embrace the insanity! damn I should be a writer! |
