I'm not like most girls... I'm nothing you want, but everything you need. I'm not perfect, nor do I care to be. I've learned to accept my flaws, yet am still struggling to find myself. I never make the right decisions, nor do I accept advice... I like to learn on my own. I've made alot of mistakes in my life, but I don't regret them becuase it has only made me stronger. I believe in karma, I've had it come back to me, and it sucked more than ever. I always pick the "wrong" guys... but I'm done looking. My wall is up, I don't want to be hurt anymore. I have only a few close friends, but I believe a few close friends are better than a ton of friends you can't rely on. There seems to be alot of people going out of my life, than coming in right now. I push away everything good in my life, in fear that I don't derserve it. But if you truely like or have feelings for me, then suck it up, be a man & tell me... or effin show it at least. I'm sick of trying to figure it out and I'll always second guess it, and I shouldn't have to. I shouldn't the only one trying here. I'm me, and if you can't accept that... than I don't need you in my life. I'm done with all the negativety fake people bring in my life... Go ahead talk your shit, cause that makes you better than me right?