I'm going to waste my time and write this and hope that one person reads it<3(:
I'M JUST ONE COMPLICATED MESS. ;; ..Hiya I'm Kayla. It's time to don something right. so.. First things first, I absolutely Hate my name. So they call me Babzz. Or Goomba. But mostly Babineau. or any other random, made-up, slightly embarrassing, nickname they can think of to call me, like squiggles. So take your pick. Take a step into my world. I am probably the most complex person you will ever meet. Where everything ends I begin. I'm a very unique person, no questions asked. you probably will never meet anyone like me in your life. I must say, I feel sort of sorry for the people who can't keep my name out of their filthy mouths. But I must be doing something right, right. ? People piss me off rather easily, especially really stupid ones. I crash landed on this planet on April 29th and now everyone celebrates(: I live in a world of fantasy, so keep your reality away from me, I see what I want to see, and that is all okay by me. I wish, but never believe... I admit, I can get Jealous. I have the biggest trust issues. I trust less than a hand full of people. even in that handful, some are questionable. I guess I can be "Anti-Social". I am bad for my self and I love it I will do what I want and will not let you stop me, I couldn't really care less for your opinion unless I ask. My flaws make me who I am. You can love me or hate me for it; your choice. Most of all; i'll Never forget where i came from. ... I'm very stubborn. I am no were near spoiled. I can be Bi-Polar haha I'm Emotionally Impaired and I have a slight case of OCD And I swear I have ADHD I wish I could keep my mouth shut like all the other good girls But I'm always the one in the back of the classroom, with the loudest laugh. I'm not very popular. I'm a bit of a bitch. I can be nice, but if you act like an idiot, mostly I just can't be nice to you. ... I hate my school. and I hate being judged, even though its what most people just love to do. In the beginning of the year play volleyball, and football. Then, westling and my love Hockey(wish we had a girls team tho); and people want me to play basketball too but i'm not sure yet, I think it would be too much. Then also play softball. And I box 24/7. I have huge muscels<3 Yes muscels. !(: haha. Pac Sun is the store.TAKEN IS WHAT I AM.(: ..By the most amazing guy. Yeah go ahead and look, but thats all you can do. yeah i know he's fine, bitch and he's all mine. (: So fuck off; be jealous skank, we all know. ... I'd kill someone for CHANEL so don't fuck with her ... I'm a devout believer in the wisdom of fortune cookies. .. my house is haunted, and I've always wished to be a medium, I'm in love with the paranormal. I love sweetish fishies. !(: I love when people call me weird.(: I love to party.<3 I do not drink or smoke. It might be boring to you, but I'm realistic. and I am very dedicated to my future goals. Music has been one of my main passions ever since I was a toddler. I honestly couldn't cope without music. I strive for success, not fame. and I have tons of unhealthy obsessions. ... CHRIS is my bestest friend ever(: I Have amazing friends, I must say. I generally have maintained a strong relationship with the few real friends that I do keep close to me. They help me threw everything. I tend to push people away, but only to see if they'll come back; Never give up on me. I get along best with; Honest people. People who know how to fucking laugh. and People with open minds and vivid imaginations. ... linda is by far the most amusing person i know(: ... I act like a kid, get over it, i am one. And so are you, but I already know more about life then you ever will. I've been to hell and back. Let me tell you, it aint pretty. Heaven doesn't want me &Hells afraid i'll take over. But no one can rock hell like i do. ! aha Jesus and God are my saviors<3(: I can't just flutter my eyes and get that boy. My life is messed up, i've been through more shit than you've seen on TV. you cant judge a book by its cover; i have been hated on and lied to, forgive and forget is always a possibility, although i don't always follow it. every thing in life happens for a reason:) Make me smile. :D i dont do drama but it seems to find its way to me every time. i've fucked up, fucked people up; & been fucked up. But, every hit was worth it. Because, i felt it. I knew it was real. life is real and I'm living it wrong everyday. I'm fucking up royally and doing everything opposite. but do i regret one thing. ? Never. Because at one point what i did was what i wanted and let me tell you i got fucking Satisfaction. ! My life is mine, NOT yours. No stupid bitches or immature Boys can fuck it up for me anymore. I'm the real deal. take it or leave it. Yeah, like I really give a shit. I myself am made entirely of flaws stitched together with good intentions. Fuck the haters. The fakers. The people who think they know you. authority. the ones who wanna bring you down. The liars. The unappreciative people. The two faced assholes. cheaters and deceivers. and the ones who say you can't. i have a hard time making desicions but when i do i will make them by myself. I march to the beat of my own drum and I fully believe that anyone can do whatever they want in life as long as they're fully dedicated and determined. Stick to your guns and surprise people that the person they underestimated is now successful and the leader of the pack, that's what I've already done and will continue doing. You should try it someday, kiddies. ....and not to mention i am so sick of life with a passion. ... texting is my bestest hobbieee so ask for the numberr. !(:
hope for the best expect the worst.
Before The Eyeliner. Before I Knew What Love Was. Before Hurt. Before Lies. Before Boys. Before The Crying. Before I Knew Who I Even Was.
..STALKERS ANNOY ME. I HATE SNITCHES.
AND I STRONGLY RECOMMEND NOT LYING TO ME.
..So Stop talking shit and get to know me; i might even surprise you.
"DEATH IS NOT THE GREATEST LOSS IN LIFE. THE GREATEST LOSS IS WHAT DIES INSIDE US WHILE WE LIVE"OH YEAH, I DARE YOU TO TRY TO FIGURE ME OUT.
Get it. ? Got it. ? Good.
LOVE YOU ;P
I am Here for:
Most of the time I'm on here is just to satisfy my boardum.
I Love:
You.
I Hate:
You.