| Capter 1 Wanna know the truth? i kept chasing him for 3months.after an abortion, i even killed my inner self and i was alone,lonely.my broken heart just made me look for something sweet that makes me want to stay alive. something sweet..as sweet as honey.i was dying to taste the sweetness. i thought i'd grown up when i turned 17, but deep down, i knew that i was still a child. like a 5 year old who couldn't handle her ego what happened that night? - i tell you if you want to know.that crazy experience made me depressed and even, on several occasions, made me want to commit suicide the bright lights of the rave were the brightest in london,i swear.it was beautiful,much more beautiful than the most beautiful girl in england. in the bright lights,i was with the most beautiful boy in the world and we had taken somethin that makes us feel da heaven.some people call it E(extasy). the rave is lke a stupid musical show where people realize their mistakes afterwards but' it will be too late .maybe some of them- no,actually most of them wont realize their mistakes. all good shows are meaningless when they end. there maybe silence, but nothing else o 。* 。 . o ﾟ . +。 ﾟ * 。. , read my non-fiction story in Japanese if you can lol its all about sex,drugs and love. my Japanese blog - http://blog.livedoor.jp/dezolam/ <object width="425" height="355"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/INCqwDqJv-E&hl=en"></param><param name="wmode" value="transparent"></param></object> |
