isaidrawr[CiR]

Hey eveyone, my Name is Tulip!! Im a raver from the bay area that now lives in Ventura ( i miss you StarCandy, and everyone else <3). Im out here going to school for Photography. Its been a lot of hard work so far and its only just starting, but I really want this and I wont let myself quit!! Some of the stuff im into is as i said Raving, photography, dance ( all kinds), my friends and family, Piercings, dressing up and gettin crazy, also I sing... ohyeah and drinking from time to time.. hahah Im a super sweet girl and lots and LOTS of fun! Just ask anyone who has known me for 20 mins or longer. I have ADD so im always really hyper but it makes me who I am. ......DAMNIT... =/ i was gonna say something after that but i forgot what it was... oh well on to the next thing.. I like all kinds of music from opera to rap, and country to Happy Hardcore. I think if I didnt listen to everything i do, i woudnt be able to grow as a person and understand more people. You have to be an accepting person to get along with people in this world. If all you can do is fight and not forgive.. whats the point? My Friends are my life! I think i have some of the best in the world ( even if they do let me down sometimes) but who cares? I mean it might make me mad but at the end of the day or the month i start to understand and if doing what they did made them happy, then good!! =) cuz thats all i want for my friends, even if im not a part of it anymore. Im still great friends will all of my Ex's ( other then 1 and that was all him to pick). I dont understand why people dont wanna see the person they cared about after its all done.. get over it. I know it hurts when someone says its done cuz you feel like you dont make them happy.. but you would do the same if you were not happy also. Dont you want to watch the person fall in love with someone and be so happy. Then you can know you didnt hold them back from true happyness.. people ask me why i still talk to them even if they fucked me over hardcore.. and its cuz why have more people hate you then have more friends in the world to care about you. Its worth the pain to me =) So heres to the nights the turned into mornings and the friends that turned into family!! <3I LOVE YOU GUYS!<3