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my name is James obviously. what you don't like me? oh fucking well. im sure i'll live seriously.  if your one of
those people that believe in coming back as someone else, then trust me, you'll wanna come back as me. start the drama i need it. isn't that what the internet is anyway? a super highway for online drama. if there wasnt myspace or any other friend website i would still be friends with some people i now hate. i still love it here though, and im not going anywhere. dont pray for me, ill beat you in the face with your own bible im 15 years old. i live in Michigan, a pretty shitty state if you ask me. i go to hazel park high school but i wont be going here long because ill be homeschooled.go ahead call me names, i dont care it just makes you look more ridiculous than you already are. i want to be a model, i'll model your merchandise! just contact me if interested. i want to eventually have my own clothing line, i want to be famous. who wouldnt tho? just because i have alot of friends doesnt mean im famous? so you kids at the mall can stop following me around with your digital cameras snapping photos of me, seriously. save that for when i become famous, it will happen. when im pissed off or sad i swear like a fucking sailor. I'll lock up all my depression in my body, so only smiling perfection shines in my eyes. im nothing new, but a stupid little boy on your list. waste your time talking shit behind my back can be fun you know. basically, i find out everything you say, so don't try me. im just a faggot in your eyes right? i have a smile so fake that even a blind man can see it. im a jealous kid. i dont think before i act. i act on what i feel. my heart controls my mind, not the other way around. im doubtful and need constant confirmation that im still here. i am shy and usually dont talk around new people. actually even if i know people i dont say much because no one cares to listen. i am a really nice person, probably too nice. i let people take advantage of me way too much. i put my gaurd up often because im so used to getting hurt. i love my friends to death & i dont know where i'd be without them. i can hate people in the blink of an eye. and i can fall in love that fast too. i believe in god, but not everything that comes along with it, yes im probably going to hell. frankly, i dont give a fuck. i dont consider myself a part of a label. nor do i use them. im done bending over backwards to make people happy. im better than that, im better than you. ill keep running away until ive run out of ground to cover ill lie until my lips fall off my face i swear; i was probably waaayyy more happy before i met you. |
