jason14610[WTFFSU]

I' m like a bull in a china shop, but with a heart of gold. At times, I'm as subtle as a pie in the face. At times, I can be overprotective, overbearing, and obnoxious. At times, I will surprise you by what I know or reveal of myself to you. At times, I'll be one of the most open people that you'll ever meet. Sometimes, though, there are some things that are meant to stay dead and buried in the past. I try my best to be an honest, caring, and compassionate person. I try my best to be sensitive to others. Sometimes I feel like I feel totally out of place in this world and want to escape. Understand this though, I would NEVER commit suicide. That is THE most selfish act that a person can do ever. The problems you face now are mostly temporary. Dead is dead. And since there is no reset button in life, why take yourself out of the game without trying to correct whatever it is? I hope that someday someone will take the time to get to know me and appreciate most everything about me. Sometimes, I can be too honest, too caring, too compassionate, and that only ends up hurting me. I am the type of person that believes in absolutes. Yes or no, black or white, life or death. Gray is the color of indecisiveness, and I cannot stand that at all. I am a person that loathes to admit when they are wrong and has to apologize for something. Yes, apologize. Not say I'm sorry. You'll NEVER hear me say "I'm sorry" and mean it. And conversely, I will NEVER accept an "I'm sorry" from ANYONE. "I'm sorry" just sounds so.......insincere to me. FYI, if I'm a mod in a room and I kick you, nothing personal, but usually I was told to kick you. Unless you cross the line in the room by asking to show or something. www.myspace.com/jetutty