Jay Vinsonhaler

Male  / 18  /  Depressed
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Location: Brush Prairie, WA
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What I'm Doing Live
My show on here is pretty much about me chilling meeting new friends online.
Something You Should Know About Me
Chances are I'm just another guy... In your eyes... Everyone has a story to tell.. here's mine.. I'll be a kid in till the day I die I'm a kid at heart... I'm a intellectual introvert shy kiddo that enjoys the small things in life. Electric influenced Screamo mixed genre music, Owl city & Dubstep are my muse. -I don't Drink and never will. I took a Breathalyzer test and apparently I have Hercules lungs. -I don't smoke and never will. ( Includes weed as well) -I don't view gays and lesbians any more or less equal as straight people, they are human beings we should respect eatch other.. - The truth is I do like mosh pits... - The truth is I like Crazy random dancing with glow sticks... - The truth is I get hyper off of caffeine very easy... - The truth is I point out the obvious alot... -The truth is I do get jealous easy... -The truth is I don't like being left out... -The truth is I vow to never share secrets that aren't mine to tell unless I have permission... -The truth is my ultimate weakness is messing up... and being told over and over again that I have... it breaks me down... -The truth is if you drink or smoke or have in the past its a big turn off to me when it comes to friendships... I will only accept you as a True friend if you don't bring your substances in my space or talk about it or ditch me for the substance its self... I should mention that I never have in my life as well. I'm Proud and nothing but myself can change that part of me. Its my personal choice to be this way, respect it!! :) I plan on getting a tattoo which will seal my vow, my way of life... Btw I'm not in a fucken gang or anything I recently found out what the straightedge label can get you into and I don't want that I don't abide by labels only to get fucked over by the government... so for that I'm me and don't want to do with anything like that. Why do you feel that you need to be drug free Jay? well seems to me everyone around me has problems on that path so I chose a more safe & happy route,even if it excludes me from the possible interaction with others of that life style/nature FYI (+ I use my money for better things.) I am living proof of imperfection,I don't "Mind Block" myself to the non sense possibility that I was created in the image of perfection. Because in reality people are nothing near perfect, so don't expect me to be anything near it! If you feel thats the case you have a standard thats unachievable! All I can do is be myself,live life,learn from my mistakes and move on "Life moves on even though we sometimes don't" -Jay I make tons of mistakes and learn from them one way or another over time, Whether it be the easy way or the hard way,with that I'm a better person for dealing with those lessons rather then regretting the past mistakes and learn nothing, only not to progress somewhere else.. but in reality I Learn from those situations... A wise person once taught me to never regret ..just learn from that past and apply that knowledge so it wont hopefully happen again.... it does sometimes but try try again.. I'm A boy that lives in a world of imagination over reality I seem to have the ability to keep my imagination on alot longer then most people its like day dreaming 24/7 everyday of my life for me.... I feel that I'm A bit odd for this..but other then the less I'm diverse in a way, odd but its fine. Hello there The names Jordon Joseph Von Vinsonhaler I may greet you weirdly... Ahoy there friend whats up yo? :) Alright appearance wise starting with my eyes. My eyes are dark shade of brown. My hair is pretty long for a guy and it is brown as well. I'm kinda pale looking. I wear tight shirts usually band shirts. I haven't had a normal shirt in a long time well a blank one thats lose I should say I love tight pants idk why though but they make me feel better about myself weirdly enough. I usually wear Osiris shoes which are skater shoes and I used to skate but never did get that good at it really but the shoe brand kinda stuck sense they are soo comfy :) I wear my black bracelets to remind me to never cause any trouble or nor to do drugs or drink it works wonders when you attach a though or memory to a item.. :) I'm a kiddo that is clean and never has ever had a drop of alcohol in his body and never has smoked nor has done any kinda of weird external nonsense to harm myself. My religious views are atheist, I don't believe in "god". I used to be a vegetarian for 8 years and currently I'm not so to clear that up.I may go vegetation later In the future. I'm mentally artistic... not literally I can never really express my thoughts and Ideas but creating them I never choose to ..kinda Odd.. I enjoy tons of music I have a ipod touch yea its cracked due to my own stupidity oh well big deal cry me a river it works. I have 2 pets there both dogs and one is a male named Vinson and the other is a female named Naria there both German shepherds one is pure blooded imported from Germany and the other is a mix which happens to be related to Brittney spears dog...weirdly enough.. but yea I love turtles :) there my favorite creature on this earth I will get one for my 19th birthday for myself fer sure :) My favorite color is green. I'm a Virgo. I'm kinda A laid back kinda guy..Shy with being shy I have learned how people work from the inside out emotionally..Im not saying im a pro I just feel that I'm really good at understanding the humans emotions and the chain reactions that follow through in many situations..I always wanted to be a psychologist...but not a worker just for my own reasons.. Anyway I live with my dad and my brother thats 20 years old he has a seizure disability. I'm into filming and editing videos and photography. Adam young of Owl City is my hero I want to see him live his lyrics are sooo inspirational to me along with his writings,blogs and story's. I have always wanted to be a/photographer/major clothing line maker design wise/piano player/doctor related to the human mind and how it works/ youtube partner../hair stylist/painter/major business mass manufacturer/ traveler/Painter-art related/Product promoter/male model/chief-cook/Camera man for a movie/Work with artist and tell them my visions-Ideas. If I feel like you shouldn't be in my life I'll tell myself so be it. I don't let my emotions come into play into others hands anymore. To have a friend... you have to be a friend...

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