jaymoo

Heyy my name is jakob. ...but friends call me JayJay. I’m nineteen years old and live in Lynnwood, WA. I go to College. I’m skinny and straighten my hair. But that doesn’t mean I’m all emo! So stfu! I wear jeans, tight shirts and a smile. I don’t judge people I don’t know. I am quiet a shy person at first, but when I’m with people I know, I can hold a nice conversation. I don’t like drama, bitching and confrontation, so if u think I’m avoiding u, that might have something to so with it. I never fight. I’m kinda straight edge, I don’t drink to get drunk, I don’t smoke...it disgusts me, and I don’t do drugs. Im honest! I’m extremely intelligent and bisexual....so yeah, I like boys - get used to it. My friends mean sooooo much to me! We’re the funniest people in world, honestly! I hate when people say: “I only want real friends”. Have you ever seen an unreal friend?? I want any kind of friends....as long as they are down with reality. My friends are the reason why I finaly can be me now. It has been a long process, definetly way longer than I wanted it to take. But things are coming together at last. For a long time I have struggled with trying to be how everyone wanted me to be. Pressures from the media, friends, family, growing up in a small town....it was’nt easy and I got a lot of mixed messages from a lot of different sources. I tried too hard to emulate what everyone else did. I wanted to be perfect in everyone’s eyes. Noone is perfect, and I realized that now. I can finaly be me, no inhibitions, weird, stupid, loud, bisexual, whatever it may be. I love music. I play the guitar. Don’t asked me to play a tune for you! I like music from Coldplay, Mia, Wir sind Helden, Tomte, Metric, The Sounds, Incubus, Chili Peppers, The Kooks, Feist, The Killers, Panic at the Disco, Death Cab.....But my big passion are movies. Im going to be a director, producer and writer. I make my own movies. Check them out on Youtube. My inspiration is M. Night Shyamalan. I also love Tim Burton and Quentin Tarantino. My favourite movies are Lady in the Water, Dead Proof, Pulp Fiction, The Village, Unbreakable, Nightmare before Christmas, Hot Fuzz and Into the Wild. I may act like a stuck up myspace kid, I’m really not!!! If you don’t belive, then delete me. I’m just me. I care for people I love, but Im always afraid to loose those friends. I am afraid my whole life. Society made me feel this way. Don’t break my heart, So you still wanna get to know me??....welcome to the labyrinth of a tortured mind.