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Well Im me I move around alot currently I live in a church and am thinkin about selling it and movein eather back to Co. or to Fl.wich ever job pans out I do however lack the ability to keep my mouth shut when it matters I drink in excess and well I enjoy as little drama as possible theres a gurly that I like she knows who she is Im a better ninja though
freinds and a good time no Im not gay so please if you are dont hit on me Ill just block you ,if you like just hit me up and chat some
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freinds and a good time no Im not gay so please if you are dont hit on me Ill just block you ,if you like just hit me up and chat someHobbies:
tats, piercings, snowboarding skateing,surfin, biken, drummin dancin nude in front of the fire all the fun stuff I can do when I can do it
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too many
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cartoons
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spiritual ,goth , and horror
I Love:
a drama free world
I Hate:
we once tried to be heros and fought for our rights and those of our countrymen to come home and find them dead but we were free was the price werth the sacrifice was the sacrafice enuoph to keep us pure or was it just a massacre fought for rights we never had to begin with dreams of a fallen friends haunt us was the sacrafice werth the dream was it werth are freedom will these dreams ever be dreams of forgiveness or will they just be nightmares
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As her lips kissed my forehead I cried realizing that this would be the last time I would be seen my body lay ther lifeless the needle had done its job one last time chasing the dream I had gone to far the drugs had been just enough.I cried knowing I was dead and watching her as they closed the ambulance door,my life a meaningless amount of failures one after the other and as I fell further into it I realized I was alone and always would be finally I gave in and the dream was no longer a dream I was dead my prayers answered with one flaw as my life slipped from my grip she walked in the room to see me one last time alive I told her I loved her and reached out to her my body went limp and my last breath slipped from lungs as I felt myself slip into darkness I hear her say "I love you " it echoed in my head as I lay there and heard her cry for me .I hadnt heard tears shed for me in what seemed to be a life time, but had caused many people to cry. This was diffrent for some reason I couldnt leave not now but had no choice the drugs to strong for my strung out body I felt everything all at once ,no more pain , no more hurt ,I slipped into the darkness and as I did I heard her say "I love you ,please dont leave me "I felt her lips on my forehead and everything went dark I heard them yelling as my eyes opened I.V. in the first thing I heard is he's back we have a rythm then a blinding light and pain so much pain why did they do it why did they revive me everything had finally happened and I had died ,no pain it was remarkable and yet here I was now in more pain than I had ever felt what gave them the right to bring me back when all I wanted was what I had done .I flatline again and, again they get my heart started I lose reality for a while ,I hear her say I love you dont leave me open your eyes please ".I feel her lips on my lips and I wake up it still hurts I found out she Overdosed that night and now every night the last thing I hear is her saying "I love you ,Pease dont leave me ". It wasnt fair how could she ask me too stay when she was going to leave me</div>
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Monday, July 28, 2008 8:25:36 AM GMT
Happy birthday!!! Hope you'll have a great day. :)
Happy birthday!!! Hope you'll have a great day. :)
Monday, April 28, 2008 3:15:32 AM GMT
hey there brat :P
hey there brat :P
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