KarleeLynnmarie

i am always here, i'll never stop caring. its just kinda my way of being. i dont care if i know you or not. just ask and ill be there in a heartbeat. me judging you isn't on my list, thats GODS job. mine is to just keep on living. i dont care what you think of me. i always seem to get myself into a world of hurt. but ill keep on going. if someone hurts you they were never worth it in the beginning. so let go and dont look back. im quite sensitive, so try not to hurt me okay.. i dont really have any friends, but thats okay to me. people come and go, and ill stand where i am and watch people pass. all i need is the faith that there is something more. even if there isnt, i have the trust i might have something worth fighting for. i dont have a boyfriend, and well ill have to accept that. i loved once before, now im just scrounging for my lost pices. im not really "looking" for anyone. but if you just happen to pass by my mind, ill let you know. C= lets just say i have some growing up to do and i know so. im not in a rush to grow up. im always fantasizing of something better. maybe one day it will all make since, but for now ill be questioning. ill wonder about everything, and ask frequint questions. i cant help but wonder if there is something more. and ill jump off a cliff just to find it. day by day i sit here. i dont know how long ill be waiting, but ill keep waiting till there is a reason to move on. every step i take feels like its not takng me anywhere. or at least nowhere worth being. but im going to reach for the limits just to find something. life is like a dance, i just keep spinning. and it never seems too end. its beauty, grace, with flaws. simply a taist of courage, somethig new. quitting is something i don't do. its a sign of weakness. one i wont show. see everything is distant for me. im always alone. every 18min sombody dies from suicide, every 43sec somebody attemps one. if you know sombody call 18007842433 save a life, stop the numbers. truthfuly i have been one of thoughs 43sec people. but don't worry, everything is okay. there is something worth living for out there, personally i haven't yet found it. i will one day, just not right now. if you ever get the chance to do something, take the chance. you only have one life, ive only got one life. im not going to waist it on pathetic attempts. if im going to do something i will. if your going to hold me back, dont bother. if you want to join me... well, just talk to me when i come across your mind. simple and plain in the near future i plan on getting the following.. tatoos.. angle wings on my full back/ hate on my right wrist/ love on my left wrist/ one big star below my belly button/ small star on each of my hips piercings.. hips(in the small stars)/ belly button/ angels C=