I'll miss you

Well- now is the time for all the should'a, would'a, coulda's but didn'ts. The last few times we talked you told me how many times you tried to get a hold of me and couldn't. I always told you it doesn't matter when you call, and for you to always know that I'll always call back, and I'm always around. I had a cringing in my stomach driving when I called you last and said you should think things over and that nothing in life is ever as bad as seems. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't angry, distraught, fucking fucked up and just wondering why? In the end these are questions that can never be answered and are worthless to ponder. Half of me wants to call you selfish and tell you how stupid what you did was....but the other half has already been where you went.- you know that already. It's a beautiful day outside today Karon. The birds are singing and the sun is shining- so I guess you got to visit San Diego afterall! I hope you're at peace now KaRoN. The rest of us are still waiting for it. Seriously Karon...what the fuck? Nothing in life is ever that bad. I miss you. :( Damian

Karon what is up with you? srsly> call ur family. Call Nick d00d!

Black then white are all I see in my infancy. Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me. Lets me see. As below, so above and beyond, I imagine drawn beyond the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind. Withering my intuition, missing opportunities and I must feed my will to feel my moment drawing way outside the lines.

Black then white are all I see in my infancy. Red and yellow then came to be, reaching out to me, Lets me see. There is, so much more and, beckons me, to look thru to these, infinite possibilities.

As below, so above and beyond, I imagine, drawn outside the lines of reason. Push the envelope. Watch it bend.

Over thinking, over analyzing separates the body from the mind, withering my intuition leaving opportunities behind.

Feed my will to, feel this moment, urging me to cross the line. Reaching out to embrace the random. Reaching out to embrace whatever may come.

I embrace my desire to, embrace my desire to, feel the rhythm to, feel connected enough to, step aside and weep like a widow to ,feel inspired to, fathom the power to, witness the beauty to, bathe in the fountain to, swing on the spiral to, swing on the spiral to, to swing on the spiral of our divinity, and still be a human.

With my feet upon the ground I move myself between the sounds and open wide to suck it in. I feel it move across my skin. I'm reaching up and reaching out. I'm reaching for the random or what ever will bewilder me. What ever will bewilder me. And following our will and wind we may just go where no ones been. We'll ride the spiral to the end and may just go where no ones been. Spiral out. Keep going.

Karon look - THIS is what I wanted you to do with me:

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KaRoN !!!! Where have u been??? I never see u.... My trip was awesome... How have u been? Come find me ... we need to talk ... lolz.. i'll be on tonight...

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