Kaiterface [Love you!]

Where do I begin? Considering half who decide to stalk me, don't even take the time to leave a comment, let alone read an about me. I don't have a tragic story, there really is no reason of why I am the way I am. Parents raised me fine, argued with my sister like siblings do, and had more friends than I could count. But growing up I did realize that a person cannot trust anyone. The people you expect most not to hurt you do, and that anyone will do anything to save their own ass.
Lately, as I grow up and realize that nothing is like it should be, I grow more bitter and hateful with each passing day. I can't stand to be around those I once called my best friends. I can't trust anyone to know the real me. Everyone has royally fucked me in my trust and I intend on never letting it happen again.
I'm always frightful of talking to new people. Specially the ones; who I think ; are drop dead stunning. Who would I be; such the average looking thing I am ; to speak to someone who looks like they could be made from a God? But again, I do ignore my feelings and become cocky with courage. Hell no I'm not afraid to talk to you. Hell yes I will rock your world with my stunning and yet different personality.
Don't bother 'hitting' on me if you're not white. I know that sounds total racist, but I've had enough encounters with black 'daddies' and enough encounters with Egyptians who can't live a day without me, to last me my whole life. Don't bother talking to me if you're under the age of 20. Especially if you're a boy under the age of 20. You young-ins will be the death of me.
I know I'm not what you expected in a girl. I'm cute, funny, and have a great personality. I'm outspoken, and know what I want. I'm brave and thoughtful, but scared and ignorant. But at the end of the day...I'm the girl that will love you for your flaws and perfections, no matter what. I'm a whole bunch of different things. Good, bad, ugly, gorgeous. But you can see me in whatever way you like, because I know that only I know the real me & your judgement has no effect on me what so ever. So take a chance, take a leap, and see if you're up to get to know the real me.