kaylathearsonist

i never sleep. i always eat. im addicted to music. i have commitment issues. im always thinking. im always stressed. i wear to much make up, and i cry to often. i cant fuction without music. i no longer do any kind of drug; im in NA[narcotics anonymous] and AA[alocoholics anonymous]. i always spend to much money, and i flirt to often. when everything in my life is going right, i always crash it down. all i want is to be happy. i love instrumentals of heavymetla songs. my nailpolish is always chipped. i spend far to much tome on the computer, and i text to often. i dont spend enough time woth my friends and family. i have trust issues. i dont know what love really is, but i can easily define it. everyday of my life im in pain. i gave my heart away a long time ago. im a writer, but what i write is realy quite depressin, so i usually burn it. i give second chances to easily, and im always getting hurt. i trust only a very few people. i have to many problems and i see a therapist regularly. im not average, or normal, but im the most unique person you will ever meet.