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Im Kerstee but everyone calls me Kas</big> single and heartbroken and no im not lookin 17 number: ask for it msn: queenbkurstsee@hotmail.com im sick of cryin and gettin my heartbroken over and over. this time i thought it was different.. but once again it wasnt. im still here cryin and hurting even worse than before.. to lost the one who made me so happy and made me feel like i was actually loved and wanted.. you told me you loved me and you wanted to marry me.. and it was just all lies wasnt it?? im numb now.. i dont want to feel this pain of my heart breakin everytime i hear your name or everytime i remember something you said or did that made me smile so big so i fell again and i just got my heart broken again once more. i can only fall so far and i have fallen completely my guard and shield are gone im vunerable and weak as hell now.. my heart has stopped beatin and its broken into a million pieces. i can only go through so much heartache before i call its quits.. and i just reached that limit.. <big>FUCK LOVE!</big> im sorry i couldnt be the one you wanted or the one you could spend the rest of your life with, sorry for whatever i did wrong for you to give me up like that..i hope your happy andi wish you the best i want a guy who is willing to do anything for me. a boy who is goin to love me no matter wat and wont change me a boy who knows how much he loves me and isnt confused about it and never will be a boy who love me even if i make mistakes a boy who i can be myself around and joke and laugh with a boy who has a great sense of humor but knows when to be serious a boy who will treat me right with respect who will get along with my friends and family a boy i can talk to easily a boy who i wont be afraid of losing to some other girl or guy a boy who i know wants me and only me and would never think otherwise a boy who is honest and truthful, silly and gooffy, loving and caring, someone with goals and standards, who doesnt want to play around and fuck with my heart and someone who wants to be with me for the rest of their lives and have a family with... thats wat i want.. Im a very simple yet very complex person I am who I am like it or fuck off! i dont care wat you think of me. "if you dont like me theres nothing i can do, NEWS FLASH BITCH i dont live to please you!" i have piercings and tattoos. i swear alot. i can be vulgar. i can be a bitch. i can be very loving and caring. i am a brat. i am very stubborn. i love. i cry. i smile. i laugh. i bleed. i hurt and feel pain. i feel guilt. i love attention. i have insecurities. i have trust issues. i have problems. yes i am bi and yes i have a girlfriend! DO NOT ASK FOR NUDES OR TO SEE BOOBS OR ANYTHING! YOU WILL BE BANNED! SO DONT FUCKIN ASK! |
