I find it hard to say what I'm all about in just a few paragraphs, but I'll try just to say I did. I forget things too easily , but am a total perfectionist about most of the things that are asked of me. I have been told that I exude charisma, but there are still insecurities that I myself have yet to workout within myself. I enjoy deep conversations, but am also a complete kid about situations. I'm an arrogant, cocky bastard that thinks too highly of himself, but there are many times where even I'm not sure of myself.I over analyze situations, and often don't think about my own actions.I do act like a big tought guy alot, but really I'm a huge softy. So , it can be said that I am a walking contridiction.
I am in love with competing . I will turn anything that may seem meaningless into competition. I take pride in everything I do and never leave anything unfinished. I dont like liars or lazy people. Being inconsiderate of other people is another thing i dont care for. You can say what you want about me, but when family or friends are brought in expect war. In other words, just keep my family name out of your mouth.
I believe in doing everything full heartedly. I will never do anything half way without reason. I believe in fate and also a firm believer in karma. I believe that one person can change the world, although I don't think I would like to have that responsibility thrust upon me. I like to think optimistically about things , even when the situation isn't exactly the brightest.
I've been told I'm mature for my age, that I'm different. To this I always just smile and say "thanks" to, but deep down I know its true. I'm not a kid anymore . I've had to accept harsh realities on more than one occasion. I've learned to question everything and everyone. Leave no stone unturned. I've learned to commit to everything I do , otherwise failure is assured. I've learned that everything in life, no matter how unrelated or insignificant, is always tied together somehow. I've learned to be humble. Limits are no longer an issue for me. Learning to deal with things and pushing past walls is something I value being taught;from hardship comes strength. This being said, I'm still growing everyday of my life and learning new things, but perhaps, the most important thing I've learned is that people that know the true definition of love, respect , and loyalty are few and far between.
I've been through alot, and had my fair share of tribulations. I've had many ups and downs , but I always manage to rise above it all. This is because I refuse to give in. I refuse to let anyone else have the satisfaction of seeing me down. This is because I am proud of the person I've matured into. I am proud of the man I have made myself. I will not falter , and I will not accept defeat. So go ahead, doubt me. It'll just make the feeling of accomplishment so much sweeter afterwards. I'm going to make big things happen. Just watch me.