Polly

Hey there Lately, I have come to realize that I don't like myself. There are millions of people who are better then me and I hate it. I want to be standing in the mosh pit, not up in the bleachers watching everyone else have the fun. (metaphor retard). Basically, I have always been different. I've always been my own person. But now, I want to be you, and that bothers me like you could never imagine. Maybe something is wrong with me. Maybe I'm just growing up. The point I'm trying to make is that I, like everyone else out there, am changing. For better or for worse, we can only wait and see There are many things about myself that I am unsure of, but there is one thing I know. I will never be right or happy or COMPLETE without you. Now, a little about mself. I'm 16, and a Junior at Plainfield South High School. I'm a diehard hockey fan and player. The game is my life. But does that make my life a game? I have also been told that I'm a pretty decent guitar player, and that is something that I love to do. I play rhythm guitar in the new local band Blackhawk Chorus. On top of that, I also play bass guiar, trumpet, and a little bit of drums and piano. Music is something that I always have, and always will love That's really about it. Sorry I'm not very good at writing these kinds of things. I really like to meet new people so give me a shout someday, maybe we'll be friends. Peace Out, Polly