kyrakills

I'm Kyra; I have lost the one true person I actually care about, and it's hard knowing that. I mean everyday I wake up knowing he's not going to be there; in my life anymore. I like all sorts of music. I play the guitar, and I'm starting to play piano. I'm content with who I am, although theres many things I can/could fix. I've screwed up about 99.9% of my life up; and it's not because I didn't care, it was because I was too afraid to put in the effort to care. I don't get along with my family, there just people I have nothing in common with and don't want me. I cannot help but notice the tiny things in life no one cares for or sees. Everytime I try to get warmed up to someone or something it just vanishes. And I have no Idea why. It's like everything I love, I lose. Sometimes it's hard going into something and knowing any minute you could come out of it hurt and lonely. I am the type of person who will be honest, and If I have something to say and you ask my opinion I will tell you. It's only a matter of time till you realize who you are as a person and or individual. I beleive we're all different but in a way were all the same. It seems as if nobodys Real with anyone these days. I mean they say they're a certain way but in the end you just come to find out they're just the same as everyone else around here. I find myself doing the same thing everyday. Over and Over again, and so far it's worked cause I've managed being who I am today. I beleive In God to a certain extent, but I won't sit there and try to push all my beleifs onto you, and tell you your wrong about anything; I like hearing other perspectives on things and what other people think. And please don't think I'm the type of person who's stuck up and get's everything they want, Because I don't. I have my off days, but don't just think that's how I am all the time, because It's really not. I think everyone is beautiful in their own ways, Not neccasarily looks, but personality. I Hope you took the time to read this, and If you didn't I do understand; but if you did please tell me. I would appreciate it(: Bye<3(: