I normally have such a well-worded thought out paragraph that sounds so strong and confident. But now I am not so sure how to explain myself. SO I am just going to ramble on about unimportant topics and hope that you somehow get a taste of my personality and what not!
I am bisexual by definition, but I just like to think that I am "open minded". I am an animal and my sexual drive or desire for people depends on the person, not their race or gender or anything. The same goes for love. Love is not bias (or it should not be) and I will fall in love with a PERSON not a "man" or a "woman".
By the way, I am a chubby girl, so if you are shallow or snobby with body type, don't bother. I am only like, 5'4 or something. I am short and chunky. :D I KNOW I need to do something about my weight and I am already taking steps to do so. But I will never be thin and I will always be a little thicker because that is what I think is beautiful. I don't think weight is a problem as long as you are healthy and happy. :) So don't pick on me because I am fat and I won't pick on your flaws. ;)
I am normally a pretty confident person. I am definitely not afraid to make mistakes or say what is on my mind. I do have some self-esteem issues (mostly physical) but I am working on my self-acceptance.
Nature, music, and spirituality... That is my center. I am Pagan and trying to be more in touch with my spirituality. I believe that Nature is power and deserves respect. I feel most at peace when in a heavily wooded forest, and I am most happy when I am lounging around with dogs. If you want to know more about what I believe, ask. There are many things...
Mostly, I am really fun to be around. I am silly and pretty damn bold. Cheep entertainment within my groups of friends. Ha ha! I just want to have a good time and enjoy life. I am just looking for some friends to do it with me! I am pretty level headed and don't over react very much. I am not dramatic and I am pretty damn laid back all-in-all.
I am aspiring a career in makeup art. I am doing photo shoots right now, but would eventually like to end up in the more theatrical/movie aspect of makeup. I like doing editorial/avaunt guard, gothic, horror, sci-fi, and monsters. I am thinking about taking some photography classes at the local JC so I can understand makeup art and composition from the photographer's perspective. AND so I can take my own pictures without having a professional photographer on hand. ;)
Currently, I am working on myself. I just want to have fun and play with friends. I want to act my age and live it up! I have recently learned I don't really know what I want or what I like or dislike. There are so many things I have not tried or experienced! So come, experience things with me!!!
I am Here for:
I just want to meet fun and interesting people that can ease some of that late night boredom I have come accostom to. I am here for friends, maybe some inspiration. I have met some pretty incredible people here thus far. One of them I fell so deeply inlove with and ended up living with him, and another good friend who is super cute. :P
Hobbies:
I love hanging out with my friends, and flirting. I like performing arts such as acting, singing, and dancing. I absolutely love to act. I am also starting to get into visual arts as well: drawing, painting, makeup art, photography. Makeup art is a passion that I am aspiring a career in. Soon I am going to start taking belly dance classes. I also ride motorcycles for fun and I sort of collect reptiles (before it got way too expencive)
Favorite Movies:
Gosh... well I can start this list now, but I will have to update it later. Catwoman, The Crucible, Cyote Ugly, Dirty Dancing, Dirty Dancing: Havahna Nights, Edward Scissorhands, Fern Gully, The Fugitive, Gohst, Gothica, Hairsprey, Interview With a Vampire, Kingdom of Heaven, Phantom of the Opera, Rocky Horror Picture Show, The Chronicles of Riddick, Secret Window, Shanghai Nights, Shanghai Noon, Superman, Superman II, Superman III, Superman IV, Superman Returnes, Titanic, Troy, Twister, Van Helsing, White Chicks, xXx, Underworld, Underworld Evlution, Corps Bride, Lord of the Rings series, Pirates of the Carribian, Pirates of the Carribian: Dead Man's Chest, Mission Impossible (1, 2, & 3), X-Men (1, 2, & 3), The Transporter, The Recruit, What's Eating Gilbert Grape, Butterflies Are Free, Silkwood, Mermaids, Girl Interrupted, Mr. & Mrs. Smith, Honey... and many more
Favorite TV Shows:
I don't really watch TV. I do like Chris Angel: Mind Freak, and a lot of shows on Discovory health, Myth Busters...
Favorite Music:
I love all types of music and have an acclectic collection. But I tried to put a little list on here, and it wouldn't fit. So just know there is not really any music I will not like. I love rock of all sorts, though. That is my favorite.
Favorite Books:
The Dark series by Christeine Feehan, Chasing Redbird, any Shakespear, Poe poetry, The Cruisible by Aurther Miller...
I Love:
Animals in general, reptiles, Vampires and other mythical beings, supernatural occurances, nature, bull riding, dirtbiking, motorcycles of any kind, black & White photos, eyes,water beaded up on spider webs, tattoos, taboo questions, art of any kind, music of any kind, people who are interesting, laughing...
I Hate:
Umm... not much. To be bored, people who are ignorant and arrogent, closed mindedness, liars...