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Once upon a time there was a girl that fell in love with a guy that she thought was amazing and she may have found the right guy cause that so different from the other she had ever been with she wanted to be with him so bad. She talked about him with her friend and family. Telling them he was Mr. Right what a dream come true he was. Then one day the all changed she tried and tried so hard but he wouldn’t talk to her anymore she wonders everyday. What did I do to make him do this why is he so mad at me?? She came to find out that she didn’t do anything to him that he played her like a fool. I mean is there really a guy out there that isn’t an arsehole??.
She sits alone at home while everyone goes out and has fun. Feels like nobody cares anymore like there’s nothing to live for. She tells them its time to go nobody believes her. Then one morning they wake up and find her dead in her bed pill bottle in her left hand note in the other and it reads “I loved you all through you didn’t know it. I kept telling you that I was running out of days. So don’t blame yourself for my doing I was just a lonely lady that couldn’t take the pain anymore.".
She cries herself to sleep every night. Thinks about how her life is falling apart. Wishes she were happy again that things wouldn’t have to be so hard. She thinks everyone hates her and wants to cry so badly but that’s all her life is anymore… So she don’t cry so people think she is this girl with the perfect life the wish they had. She smiles like there’s nothing wrong but really there is so much pain she has building up inside her weak body. She thinks if she leaves maybe when she comes back it will be good again but its not so she tries to drink her problems away but it just makes it worse. She has loved before but she lost that and her best friends don’t know what to do she just tells them she is fine. They know she is too depressed and ask her to get help but she says no I will get through it soon.
I SUPPORT!! DO YOU?? LOVE ISN'T ABOUT GENDER IT'S ABOUT HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT THE PERSON AND DON'T JUDGE PEOPLE ON WHO THEY LOVE CAUSE LOVE IS ALL THE SAME TO ME THE ONLY THINK THAT REALLY IS DIFFERENT IS THEY LOVE THE SAME OR BOTH GENDER BUT THE WAY I SEE IT THAT IS JUST THE SAME WE FUCKING LOVE SOMEONE SO DON'T THINK THEY ARE DIFFERENT CAUSE THERE NOT!! I MEAN THEY BLEED THE SAME THEY LOOK THE SAME THEY ACT THE SAME THEY PEE THE SAME AS GUY AND GIRL WOULD HELL THEY EVEN SLEEP THE SAME!! SO PLEASE MAKE MY LIFE AND THERE LIFE BETTER WERE LOOKING FOR PEACE ON EARTH WELL WE WILL NEVER GET IN WITH PEOPLE HATING PEOPLE SO HOW ABOUT WE CHANGE IT TODAY AND WE ALL SUPPORT EACH OTHER!!~Alicia!~
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No one will ever know, the pain I feel inside.....
I've been weak and I've been strong. I've been thru the fire and I've been thru the storm. Try to do right and I know I do wrong. Just be happy for me when my life is gone. Cause with no more hurt and no more tears, there will be no more pain and no more fears. No more people in my face that are not sincere. So smile for me when I'm no longer here..
don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what I wanna see. My world use to be worth living for, and now it's hard enough just to be me. .
I'm not afraid of the gun in my hand, I'm not afraid of dying, I'm just afraid of the pain it will bring, and to see my best friends crying.
I'm going to smile...and make you think I'm happy...I'm going to laugh...so you don't see me cry...and even if it kills...I'm going to smile..
I'm screwing up every little good thing I ever try to do. I was born to lose. .
Crying never seems to help... .
'~' I take all this pain...I put it in rhymes...Then you get the chance for the very first time. You get to feel the pain...there's stuff inside me...like all this hate...I don't know if I can handle...I don't know if I can carry this weight...I just wanna let go...I just wanna be free...it's time for all this hate...to finally leave me....
hey cutie i love ur cute lil chipmunk cheeks i just wanna pinch em lol so how u doin? OMFG im on the phone with u :O hahahahaha im bored can u tell hahahaahah ily <3