| I would like to explain myself as a simple person, living an uncomplicated, cherish every moment life, yet to except I was never too beautiful at lying. I spend my time dreaming where I am too nervous to apply myself, maybe even where I am qualified to step my two feet at. If this means I am a downfall, a failure, I could not take insults with anymore will. Appreciating life is far down the stairs from me. After perceiving what we've been given at day one, I result in wanting to improve all that's mishandled; each thing I have witnessed. The even inferior today is filled with lapse, and unfairness. It is hard to believe life has ameliorated at all. Containing a star in dirty, highly deserving hands is not the plan for my future. I look forward to a well paying job, exposing my mind to the edge of a common, alphabetized life. I will take one step after another on an unclear road, smiling to myself, by reason of knowing where the door of ecstasy is. |