lauraxlovegood

I am a girl at the age of 16. I'm not your typical girl though. Most girls buy their first heels, and purse when they're in middle school. I just bought my first heels on July 23, 2010 haha. I also don't own a purse and am being forced to buy one by my mother. She thinks I need to grow up. I got my permit in March, 2010 and should be getting my license at the end of September. The funny thing about it? I'm currently 16 and will be almost 17 when I can try for my license haha. I don't wanna grow up. I want to go to never land and fly with Tinkerbell, and swim with the mermaids, and play baseball with pirates, and sing with indians (: Don't tell me I need to grow up either. I know I should, but I won't until I am ready. I will continue to play on playgrounds and act like an immature little kid because I want to. I'm sure there's a reason I want to, but the only reason that comes to mind is because I had to grow up when I was in the 4th grade in order to help care for my little sister Breanna. I was robbed of my immaturity haha. So lemme have fun ohk? Uhm, I'm a dancer at my school, Sprague, and am on varsity (: I LOVE photography, acting, and singing. They are my passion. I plan on being famous one day. Don't tell me to get my head out of the clouds because I believe that I can do it. Also, don't tell me that it will never happen and to think of a more realistic career. Anything is possible if you just believe, moron. I'm a jealous person, I can't help it. I never really thought, or even think now that I'm pretty. But I also don't want to be anyone else, or look like anyone else. Yes, I am aware that it sounds weird then, but I'm weird haha. There are so many things I would love to change about myself, but I have to change things slowly. When you change quickly you tend to frighten people and lose them. I don't want to do that again. I have the most amazing, adorable, sweet and silly boyfriend in the world. He's my knight in shining armor. I love him. His name is Khalen. Try to steal him, and I'll kick your butt :b As far as judging people, I admit, I do judge. But it's not the way most people judge. I think of the positive things and reasons why I should talk to them or be their friend. I don't stereotype, and if you try to fit me in one, well, good luck. You won't be able to since I fit in multiple ones. Not just because of my looks, I change those a lot. Not because of my personality either, I'm not sure that can count as a catagory. It's also not because I hang out with. I hang out with whoever will talk to me whether they are, as you would call them, jock, goth, hippie, nerd, whatever. I like everyone. So please, stay away from me with your drama since I have enough in my house, and we'll get along great ♥