I'm Lauren.
I'm in high school and I currently reside in Republic, Missouri. I'm 5'7". I love music, art, computers, reading, and playing video games more thoroughly than all else in life. It'd be fitting to say that I'm the mellow nerdy white kid. I guess I can be proud of that...
If you have a chance to get to know me, you shouldn't be surprised when you unearth the fact that I'm nearly the exact antipode of the aforementioned depiction of "me". I'm a moral and sincerely zealous person, especially when it comes to relations with other people that I care about.
Contrary to maybe even your own belief, I constantly feel inferior to other people, even those that I'm closest to. I'm not very shy, often sort of distant, and I'm a bit over-emotional, even though I have some sort of mental block that makes me incapable of revealing it.
I put my family and my friends on a pedestal of unbelievable heights. Day in and day out, they're my reason for living. Whether I'm having the best or worst day of my life, I'm confident that they'll stick with me no matter what.
I only like doing things that challenge my mind. These things are most often writing music, writing poetry, creating art, or working with technology, among some other things. I personally prefer to continually push it to the limit and I'll never stop.
I've also come to the factor that I don't really need love in my life to be happy anymore. I don't believe in love now. I'm strong and can stand on my own just fine without having someone with me. I've come this far without it because the time before my heart was set to destrution it was happy and beautiful. I am certin that I will find someone to heal my heart and take away the pain inside someday. I'm not searching anymore.
I can promise you one thing, I can show you how to love life.
I am Here for:
Friends.
Hobbies:
Favorite Music:
Smashing Pumpkins, Bright Eyes, Say Anything, Blink 182, The Avett brothers, New Found Glory, Ellie Starr,
Favorite Books:
Anything.
I Love:
Music, The beach, pictures, looking at the stars, hearts, bones, rain, the sun, my laptop, traveling, smiling, drawing, painting talking cuddling, singing,camping, outdoors, downtown, tattoos, pirecings.
I Hate:
Negative people.
