Monday, October 6, 2008 10:06:14 PM GMT
the photo is on my page ;) and send me the letter u wrote him

Sunday, October 5, 2008 5:49:21 PM GMT

Sunday, October 5, 2008 1:49:20 PM GMT
hahaha thankies i know i still had to dress out even tho i aint marching this is 2 weeks now of no march for me and concord we took all around for class b ;)

Saturday, October 4, 2008 12:56:20 AM GMT
hahahah look who should jays true feels :) and u said nothing is gonna change him HA I'm not giving up on him now if u get the chance can u see if he is going to reply? Becuase I would like to know please and thank u. And I find it so cute that he tried to hide it but he sheaded a tear :) I can't help it but I think I'm really honest to godly I love with this kid flaws and all :D

Friday, October 3, 2008 1:46:10 AM GMT
thankk youu. jolly motion is a beautiful thingg. (: love yer layoutt

Thursday, October 2, 2008 10:52:49 PM GMT
errrr you put something about Andrea on yerr page && you said you didnt wanna put anything about anyone on there. -_- -_- -_- -_- -_-

Thursday, October 2, 2008 10:48:49 PM GMT
well jailer should have got the note today and idk how to send u a pic of josh

Thursday, October 2, 2008 10:43:25 PM GMT
U Should get back on my live im really bored

Thursday, October 2, 2008 10:16:50 PM GMT

Thursday, October 2, 2008 10:05:49 PM GMT
so ummm u wanna see josh ya well idk how to send it to u? but saturday if u guys get to watch us( i wont be marching) he is the tallest one and the third one in the bass drums and dam does he look hella fine in his outfit srry i got above myself and yea i alwsy text during school idc well i wonder what jailer is gonee think when he gets my note? its gonna porlley stab him in the heart! i cant wait for his reply to see what he has to say well see u later aka saturday :)

Thursday, October 2, 2008 6:49:33 PM GMT
lauren are u mad at me and i dont understand y did u say"live or die" to me what more did i do wrong? would u like me to die? it sure seems like what u want...........

Thursday, October 2, 2008 10:56:54 AM GMT
its ok i guess i mean everyone pretty much is until i do something stupid. well maybe be if this letter well work we can knock some since back into him i mean if u ever have something to tell him ill put it in the letter. so i guess we should get off the subject but if u could please see what he has to say or if he is writing me back when u have the chance please thats all i ask. so my mri results i have a sprained acl but there kinda wrried becuase the pain is in another area of the knee and i had swelling yesterday so its not looking good im still not marching.... but right now i shouldent have any ssurgical work done. but who knows i go back in 2 weeks and they are gonna relook at my mri

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 2:58:58 PM GMT
OMG I almost slipped about everything today. I was so upset I was like Ive been so stressed i dident even have a fucking female issues the whole month of september. And then I was like I dont even know what ive done or who ive takin it out on and i looked out the window and relized i was crying. So i covered my face with my hair cause i couldent stop then i was in the parking lot and my mom left and i just poured out tears. Its horrible lauren i just wanna know what i did to deserve this. So when does jay get the note and did angie say he said anything? like why hes cutting still?

Wednesday, October 1, 2008 11:18:32 AM GMT
OMFG! why is he doing this thats what i would like to know. Please tell me the cutting has nothing to do with me! I hope I can mabe get somewhere and see whats the matter becuase if he wont talk to them I might talk to me. And maybe not but I hope the letters work he seems like he really needs someone. Did angie say anything about me or did she say he said anything? I honestly feel like cutting but im trying to keep things away becuase im trying to stop and show people im better then that. But this one really hurts the most. I know the best thing is to move on but its like I move on and jay finds out I have a boyfriend who knows what the hell trouble then he would cause I mean its like what he does affects me and what i do affects him. Well if u could tell ang or give me her email ill tell her thats if she wants to talk to me. Ill tell her thank u for giving him the letter. But honestly i have no clue what to do now. My life is pretty much ruined :.(

Monday, September 29, 2008 10:47:31 PM GMT
its very bad when their outside