lennypenny

it is funny how people are viewing me. it is funny that no one takes the time to know me. it is funny that i have someone that tells lies on me and i am not even there. it is funny that they think i am a bad mother, because i yell at my kids instead of slapping them like some that do in the room. i yell because i get frustrated. you all think you know me do you know that i have my three kids at all time with each other? do you take the time and know that if i whistle where one is the others are. do you take the time to ask me if i know where my kids are at all time? the answer to that is no you so don't think i am a bad mother because i come hear my kids are outside playing? I know where my kids are at all times. do you ask me if my kids get bullied and how i tell the other parents that their kids are hurting my kids? did you know i went out and got cameras so that my kids wont get bullied? do you know that i go to my daughter's school when i found out that she is having problems? did you know that i tell her teacher that she need extra help? did you know that i am a good mother, did you know my kids wont don't go with you ? do you know I might not work but i have money coming in because i am disabled? did you know or you just like to assume that i am a bitch that would take people for a ride? do you know that i love all that i consider friends in the 30-40 room as my brothers and sister. did you know all you have to do is ask and ill help you did? you know that i am what i seem in the room even better out in the real world i cant see anyone hurting. did you know if a helping hand is needed and i was able to i would give you what you need. did it before wont stop now. did you know that if your my friend you can have no better? did you know when you came on or when i do i love to see my brothers and sisters there and healthy? did you know that you are my family and i have family but now. did you know if some one played games with others should you call that person sister or friend? did you know i am in love with Grendel but because of jealousy by one that can not love or feel the love that i feel for him? did you know that she is talking behind my back saying things to him that i never even said to her did you even know that i don't have her number? so how can i be telling her anything at all? did you notice the way i did when you where not on. did you notice that i have not been on for almost a week did you know if i was on it was to ask someone if they are okay and if i can help them. did you know that i have never told another man in the room that i love him? did you know that i have never met anyone from any rooms because i am not that way. did you know that if you don't trust the person who love you the most in the world you and that person lose out? did you know that that no matter what you do I will love you ? did you know that she is not what she seem? she shows one face then shows another to others? did you know she is not what she seems?there is something missing with her did you know that? did you look deep enough to see what she is? did you know i am not that person that she stated to you ? did you know i am what i say i am? did you look deep enough so you can find things that would be amazing to you ? did you ever take the time to say you cared about me? did you know that we all have our problems but i don't let it out? did you know that i am a deep person and i am not someone that shows it because i was taught that emotions were bad ? did you know that your killing me when you don't believe me? did you know that i love you so much that you even without you believing in me? did you know that I LOVE YOU GRENDEL WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.