I'll try and post a blog fridays.
Heyy. Well its really June7 @ 11:58pm. I wrote this when i was just chillin in bed last night. Well i've just been thinking a lot and stressing about life, friends, and finals. Yeahh, 4 days till classes are out. I'm feeling just a little bit lost at the moment. You often find that at one point things are a real down point, at another, its absolutely amazing, i dont know, im just not feeling like myself recently. I feel like a complete douche saying that >< . Whateverrr. But dont you ever wonder, when something you never expected happen, happens? and you wonder after the hardships come, will anything come back && just be for the better in the end? I probably totally made that sound completely more complicated than it couldve been. I have...though definitely, and i can tell you this right now, they do help you out in the end, help you to be happier all around. Some things could be just as simple as having an unexpected child. At first you'll be like "fuck my life is gone," or "my body will never be the same," but you should learn to look past that shit in the longrun and realize, after the child is born and puts that first smile on your face, you'll know that anything in the world is worth it. You wont look like a goddess forever, but the person on the inside will be as freespirited as you lead it to be. Give it the extra run...it'll be worth it. On a different note, i recently applied to be a vice president of our Indesign club @ school. It's a fashion thing. I was so nervous for my interview! You can't even imagine. On thursday, i was told i had gotten the position and that the officers had loved me. I was so thrilled! :) Taking on something like this has given me the opportunity to show who i am, what ideas i have, and what responsibility i have. I think that the road ahead of me will be amazing, but just as long as i work for it. Thats essential. Well im out. Pce