"After these moments have passed. You are just left tired and wanting to laugh, as if you've been tickled so much. It's all because these moments were completely pointless. Entirely ineffective. Absolutely meaningless to every single person but yourself. And so it's funny because you must enjoy them , in the most torturous and horrible way imaginable.....alone. So you laugh because it's appropriate, because its easier than crying more fun than sleeping. You will never grow tolerant to what is happening, always fascinated and awed by lifes ability to allow yourself to exist. Cause that's all it is. Magnification of being alive."