Something You Should Know About Me


&& Thats the last lie you'll ever get to tell me. youve broken me down. youve hurt me. everything that i say, everything that i do, everything that i am. is wrong to you. im not good enough for you and i dont want to be. i just want to be enough. i can love you for you, but you cant love me for me. how great. your selfish. you think about yourself. you dont care who you hurt as long as your happy. when things dont go your way. when things get tough. when things go against the grain. when things get hard. you bail. ALWAYS. did you honestly expect me to forgive and forget that quickly. ive forgiven you yes, but to this day im still hurting. you threw away everything we had, everything we worked for. you left, then came back and expected everything to go back to the way things were. you expected things to be easier and when they werent you got pissed and left again. first time shame on you, second time shame on you, there is no third time. i cant trust you anymore. the worst thing is that at the end of the day when its all said and done. i still miss you and i still want you. i cant seem to move on because youve got it in my head that i cant do better. its you or nothing. and really i dont know how long i can go on with this pain. you were the lipstick in my drawer. my favorite color. well im cleaning out my drawer and im changing my favorite color. im your dandelion, your flower, your starboy. well dandelions turn into weeds, flowers die, and stars. fade.when you love someone and they break your heart dont give up on love have faith, restart hold on. I'm letting go.
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