I wish to feel smaller
under your sheets.
I wish for the whole truth
every time you speak.
I'm thinkin' about how you care half as much for me
While I watch you arrive, smoke cigarettes, sleep ..
And I guess it doesn't matter what I say or what I seem
You stuck what I felt for you in the pocket of your jeans
Ignoring me the morning after
isn't enough
and I swear I'm gonna cry.
I'm sick of tryin' to be tough.
And my blood won't stick
To the confines of my veins.
And your heart
Is gonna tear mine away.
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new boy - good days - bad days - break up - repeat
Helaine Tieu , ueiT enialeH
existence is overrated
Get interested in me, ask about myself
spineless cold - hearted robot
623AZ North Phoenix
Sane
Single
Empty chest cavity
Bed hog
Sleeps in
Missing 321FL
Unemployed
Middle child
Fortunate
Always siq
100% Azn
Un - photogentic
Sunrise - 0:00AM's
Chandelier earrings
Black & mahogany hair
1" plugs
Double nostril piercing
Positives + / - Negatives
Prominent to philanders
Sober baby kitten
MORALS
Sews as a hobby
Flurent in flattery
Tiny tiny tiny
Ill - fated Living sarcasm
Horrible at unessential dialogue
Slurs and word stumbles
Born with the need of affection
Never happy, discontent
Consistent of reason and intellect
Dressing in neutrals
A professional at being unprofessional
Name appears 17 times on my page
See's right through you, has no illusions
"In sufferably annoying, but strangely likeable"
Rectifying the state of my mental health
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♥ : Tea cups, chandelier earrings, tights, winter, photography, rings, cold drinks, car rides, pearls, crosses, cigarette kisses, affection, first impressions, false eyelashes, hairspray, body language, floral prints, fake up, mustaches, neutral colours, book stores, late nights, cats & owls, bubble baths, miniature anything, faux fur, high heels, long johns, conversation, sleepovers, lingerie, pandas, film strips, teased hair, boxer briefs, wallpaper, lighting, sunrise > sunset, symbols, bargains, strangers, genuine people, antiques / vintage, letters in the mail, Japanese accesories, the circus, paradoxes, newspaper, bright ideas, flying (airplanes), dessert, dresses, sushi, chinadolls, my LG Shine, downtown anywhere, whispering, heavy breathing, mattresses, shopping, hookah, snow, sewing machines, m00sik, lace / lacing, mix tapes, vinyl, crocheting, diary keeping & more.
I doubt, therefore I think; I think, therefore I am
"Early one morning; late at night, Two dead boys got up to fight. Back to back they faced each other, Drew their swords and shot each other. The old deaf sheriff heard the noise And came to kill those two dead boys. If you don't believe this story is true, Ask the blind man .. He saw it too."
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I removed my AIM & MSN because all the pathetic creepers / perverts that kept sending me IM's and not wanting to tell me who they are and kept asking me to get undressed for them. I WILL NOT GET UNDRESSED FOR YOU. GET THE FUCK OVER IT. This website is NOT for child pornograpy! IT'S FOR ENTERTAINMENT, FUCK YOU FUCK OFF.
Myspace: www.myspace.com/helainetieu </font></font>
I am effortlessly alone in my own world. I do not want to know anyone, I only wish to make dead eyes appear alive. My presence is a blank page; pacing with vague words under my breath. My desire for whom and what never come to a close -- I wander with an inviting lure. I will not convey a feeling without further verification, afraid to feel with reluctance. I am a mockery of myself. I am happy unhappy, which should never be mistaken for contentment. I am out of a fairy tale, there is nothing human about me.