yes?? Gerrit?? lol that's the one i kissed already xDDDDD omg.. new guy etc. for youuu and omg.. :( sry about the bday lol i knew it was in november, but you know me.. i kinda forget stuff lol but i'll never forget our cool memories and etc. aww.. remember when we both had boyfriends, went to the mall got kicked out of the mall and etc?? <33 precious times.. or just our cool " dance in front of the camera thing" xDD and our MILLIONS of other memories<33 :( aww hahahHA i just had to think of the " Abercrombie taking a picture moment" xDDDD lol :D aww i miss youuu!! :( Yesterday i got soo madly jealous, because the guy i like.. MARLON.. the blondie, lol he didn' tell me that he was off work on sunday.. and he met with another girl and i was sooo TERRIBLY SAD!!! :( i almost cried but heyyy i got gerrit :D hehe

aww.. then you know whattt FORGET all the guys!.. who knows you'll find that special someone soon ;) oh and about your bday i've been thinking about it^^ if you don't get anything like a packet on your bday.. don't be sad, because it takes a while TO ship! 11. november right?????????? please yes yes yes :D haha you should take a pic of your cute new puppy :p and sarah.. i have a problem i'm confused about which guy to choose.. there are 3.. maybe i should send you pics of them haha you know what.. i will hold on i'm gonna start a photobucket thing.. :D

ahaha i had to laugh HARD about your dad telling cobies parents you like him xDD aww and WOW.. somebody died because of the swine flue omg.. did they close down your school??? that's horrible :/ i hope you don't get it! i'll pray for you best friend :) Btw. your default pic is BEAU-TI-FUL! (: all my guy friends are like.. she's cute.. AND HOT :D haha sooo.. summer got to an end :/ Germany now is TOTALLY freezing.. today i had to wear my puffy white jacket, with a scarf and boots :D haha right now it's FRIDAY night and i have NOTHING to do :( the guy i like works until 10 pm and the other one i like is in the fire apartment and the other one.. i don't know about him he tells me " secretly" like on his status that he can't wait to see me and i'm his babiie and all that, but ehm.. maybe he's trying to get his ex jealous of him so yeah PROB. PROB. PROB. ahhh how's it with you and your guy? or guys ? :DDD and other subject... what kind of dog did you get?? a puppy?? that's adorable aww :D tell me more stuff that i don't know yet! ohh and my mom already got a job.. she's a kindergarden teacher :D (: soo tell me about you about what's new or your dayy or anything ohh and btw. in a week, i'm going to my grandma which is HOURS away, but yeahhh i might not be able to bring my laptop and etc., so i won't be able to get on stickam for a week! don't worry don't worry i still livel ;) haha SO TELL ME TELL ME STUFF :D

i miss my best friend, she needs to reply to me already :D

1 guy has a crush on me hahah and 2 other guys came with them one of them was kinda nerdy looking haha and one was VERYYY cutee(: hehe but yeah they were all in my room and etc. then i decided to take a walk with them and yeahhhh (: it was funnnn that was what happened(: i wish i could talk to you on the phone right now to tell you EVERYTHING! lol but i can't :( since it's late at night right now but maybe another day and that thing about your stalker i wrote you it on yahoo.. and that's very very freaky~! hahah and todayyy is the day i got Internet(:

MESSAGE 2!!! and later on kissed him.. lol made out with him.. I was at the guy’s room at night till 4 am with him and etc.(: hahaha hahaha but he just broke up with his gf 3 weeks ago, and he had no more feelings for her, but she was still crazy about him, and then hated me.. and before i made out with him.. she talked to me alone, to tell me, that she really has feelings for him, and that she can get pretty mean when i'm with him or etc.. haha but yeah i couldn't help it i made out with him and on the way back... we cuddled for 8 hours straighttt! (: and one hour just ya know .. talking etc.. but yeah.. that girl his ex hated me.. and later on i felt REALLY REALLY bad about being with that guy.. we were holding hands and etc.. so on monday.. today school started again.. and me and that guy didn't really kiss or anything.. and i wanted it to be like that because i felt really bad, and she talked to me how she really loves him.. etc... so then i was just ya i'm sorry too, blah blah blah lol.. i'm just friends with him =]]] and now we're friends again..

MESSAGE 1!!! Sarah!I have sooo sooo much to tell you! wow. soo remember how i moved and i was going to go to school on monday and etc.. well i drove 5 hours on the Autobahn.. (: proud of me?? hehe xD thank you thank you but OMG.. soo my class, they have a field trip for a whole week, somewhere, that's 9 hours away with the bus.. lol and that started on sunday at 11 and i had no internet at my new house until today.. which is monday.. so like a week after.. BUT wow you know how in America you have several periods with different students.. well in Germany you always have the same students in every subject, through out the day. .. So the Field Trip was on Sunday.. i came to my new house on Saturday.. i was super nervous... lol When i got there at 11pm to the bus on Sunday for the field trip.. i saw my new class..... I was SO SO NERVOUS.. i smiled was nice to them.. and still shy the 9 hours of bus driving was BORING.. since lol i talked to a few ppl, but i was shy sooo later on that day we had a little party and i was soo hyper.. lol (: I was just being myself and etc.... haha then now i know my class really good etc. (: everyone is nice and crazyy haha Soo... then on thursday, i kinda had a crush on this guy..

aw (:

cuter girl accepted me =] thanks. haha have myspace sweets?

New Day! hey.. Yesterday i didn't get online! But.. i'm online NOW ha. it's 5:00 pm right now for you.. i'm kinda waiting for you, but i'm guessing you're doing homework right now. I'll tell you what i did today.. I woke up at 10... got ready(finally got the table.. haha) Walked to the Baker with my brother and got our food and etc. got back, ate breakfast, then got ready for the swimming pool.. with our neighboor.. she just turned 41 years old and has an 11 year old son, that is friends with me and my bro.. lol well mostly my bro.. soo yeah the swimming pool was cool.. it's not like a little swimming pool.. it's more like.. There's an inside and and outside.. and it has slides outside and inside.. and outside it has a 1 meter jumping thing 3 and 5 meter jumping thing.. i jumped off of the 5 meter one for the first time! IT WAS HIGH!!! lol but i jumped because a cute guy was behind me.. Soo, yeah it was really fun lots of hot guys but yeah.. i didn't have you by me, sooo i couldn't ya knowwww be where they were at the whole time haha since my bro and the 11 year old wanted FUN slideee jumppp etc. haha SOO.... we drove to the pool at 1 got back at 6... My aunt told me yesterday that she had the idea of a women's night hahaha So she wanted to go eat pizza with me today at this bar in town lol. welll in the small village xDDD I got all dressed up today.. right after the pool blow dryed my hair straightened it.. make up put nice stuff on etc. And went with my aunt to that bar pizza thing It's right next to where guys play soccer Soo they saw me :DDD woo haha man i'm guy crazyy lol but yeah.. i really got to know my aunt and it was a lot of funn.. i drank white whinee haha it was cool so yeah i came home at like 11 and now i'm on the laptop and i'm tired waiting for you but i'm prob. going to bed nowww soon, soo tell me about your day! how was school again etc. ttyl! lol

aayyee

last message lol oh not to forget, can you please please please PLEASE put that video you did for me on youtube? i can't watch it on here :/ but okay ttyl! ha

like Britney Spears is POPULAR in Germany.. she's like the " PERFECT" mom lol and ya know in america it's like she's slutty and etc. and Miley Cyrus is VERY popular in Germany.. she's in every magazine :/ ughh annoying!! ha and ohh normal newspaper that old ppl buy like my grandpa have naked women in there!!! And that's " normal" hahaha... ew but yeah and magazines have pictures of a naked boy and naked girl, to see how they're normal.. or etc. LOOOL!!!! tell me what you did today!! i want to know everything! ha, i hope everything will go VERY good with you and the guys ;) And man i miss you soo much :( you have NO IDEA! :(

message 2 btw, Your dad is dating now huh?? WOW!! I'm happy for him =]] oh and btw. till i forget again. ha i'm naming my car " blue berry" haha <3 I'm really sad right now, since i'm in the middle of NO WHERE.. lol well that's my grandparents house.. i'm moving like 7 hours away from them up north.. so that will be better.. MY dad had the idea to get you here.. but not now it'll take like some months but yeah! wooo i'm excited.. i hope your dad will allow you to visit me. school starts on monday but i'll be there on thursday i believe.. I'M SCARED.. i hope i'll be " cool" haha. oh and btw. WOW magazines and newspapers are soo different!

1. message ha! Wow, your life seems to have changed so much since I left! Man, i'm missing out on so much stuff. And wow.. i can't believe he told you that. Brandon prob. found a girl in Bastrop, and doesn't wanna cheat on her, but prob. still likes you but doesn't want to cheat. but yeahh!! Good idea. I hope everything goes well with those other hott guys you like ;) . BTW.. until i forget.. i had a dream about you last night.. not even kidding.. okay so we were at a waterpark together or and all i saw was you and your " new" boyfriend.. idk who he is but he was hottttt with blonde hair.. and i took a picture of you guys how you both went down the water slide... but seriously that was my dream.. and i'm heart broken because 1. i'm away from my best friend 2. i have like a " new" beginning of life 3. had a dream about Justin, that he wanted me back.. MAN i got over him and then that dream destroyed everything! but yeah i try not to think about it.