lux2086

Well, I thought I knew myself, but the longer I live, the more of a fucked up mess I find out I am. Life wasn't suppose to be like this, but I'm doing my best to keep a straight face (no Pun intended). I like to think I'm a good person, I just have issues, like everyone else. I'm so strong, yet I'm so LOST when it comes to applying myself. I love to dance, I love to sing in the shower, love to write, I love to think, I love the thought of being loved, I love to hate... LOL, not really, but it sounded good. The Devils in you, and the Devils in me... LMAO, J/K. Anyways... how about those Yankees... Are We the Variable affecting Life, or is Life the variable affecting Us? Kinda like the theory "Is the Sun the Center of the Universe". I don't know, I'm so scattered right now, I don't know what the Hell is going on... and I'm sober, LOL. I love to hate that I truly love my life. You hear about people living the "Good Life", coasting through care free. Myself, I've always been a "Climber", someone who always jumps off into the deep end of everything not knowing how to swim... yet always having to learn quick. I'm tired though, I'm still treading... but I'm so tired. Wow, I sound like such a damn buzz kill, BOO on ME! Sorry. I'm a thinker, forgive me. GUESS WHAT! . . . . . . . . . . . CHICKEN BUTT! :-D My name is Lux by the way, hit me up if you like, I'm always up to cha, cha, chat, LOL.