madermoisellenatalie

If you haven’t already heard; my names Natalie
But if that doesn’t make you happy, find a new name for me
I’m wide-eyed and open to the world around me
I don’t do drugs or smoke, but I do like to have a little fun
Ive done shit so far that I regret; but its part of life
Or so ive heard. Im quiet when I have to be.
But that, in no means; says that im boring
Out-going people make me uncomfortable; but
I laugh when things get awkward, and just go with it
I usually become out-going once I feel okay to do so.
Im beginning to think about what im going to do with my life
Starting with my art; then my voice;
and now im composing my own music on my piano

My life’s “door” is open to everyone;
Im pretty accepting of people; and rarely judge
Im starting to see that I cant always push people away
I don’t believe in a god. Or anything; I never have.
My moods and how mature I am change as I change.
I can be an asshole one second, then a lover the next
I can be mature; when I have to be. But I like to
Act like im still 10 sometimes. I refuse to become a robot :]

Ive changed so much just over the past year; and everyday
im ever changing
Im not sorry if im not who I was to you anymore. Im improving every second that Im alive.