mtcisback

"if you ever feel like you’re worthless, like you’re nothing and nobody, if you’re depressed and convinced that the world would be better off without you, if you have started cutting and you can’t stop because you deserve this pain and think that nobody loves you or nobody would care if you killed yourself and suicide seems like the only choice you have that will take the pain away, please. I’m begging you, come to me. Sometimes people are jerks and idiots and treat us as the ”weakest” members of society,they treat us like shit. Some don’t realize it when it happens and some do it on purpose. You’re not confident enough, you don’t talk much, you’re a loner, your self esteem is pretty low, you have trust issues, you cry yourself to sleep every single night, you take everything seriously, you avoid looking yourself in the mirror because you disgust yourself and you feel the need to puke, you’re ugly, fat and no one understands you or is willing to listen to your problems. But that’s not true, because I’m here for you. You can trust me. I know you don’t know me and it’s hard to open up to a stranger but I would never judge or bully you because I know first hand how it feels, and it sucks.I am here to help and I love the feeling I get when I draw a smile on someone’s face. It reminds me I’m alive. You can tell my everything, even your biggest secrets that no one knows about. It may be hard for you to believe me, but I won’t tell anyone about you or what you’re going through. I swear. I won’t let anybody know, therefore your private life is safe. I only want to help people, it’s something like an obligation to me. Duty, maybe? Call it whatever you want. But I’m here. To listen to what’s bothering you and try to understand what you’ve through. I’ll try to help in any way I can and find a solution to every problem you have. And if I can’t, I will at least know, you feel better having told someone about things you let get bottled up inside you. I won’t laugh at your fears or underestimate you and your skills. I won’t judge your beliefs, your appearance. I’m not going to call you a bitch, whore, slut, freak, weirdo,cunt, faggot, loser, nerd I don’t care if you’re black,asian, homosexual, bisexual, pansexual, transgendered, female or male, too short or too tall, skinny, anorexic or overweight/obese, poor, rich, adopted, abandoned, young or aged,disabled, good or bad student. I just want to hear what you have to say. So go ahead, gather all your courage and come talk to me. You may be hesitant but trust me in this, you’ll feel so much better. And always remember : You’re God’s creature. He made you and that’s why you’re beautiful. YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. You hear me? Don’t care about what others think. They only serve to destroy you so they feel better. It doesn’t mean that you’re not good enough or pretty enough just because They bring you down. It doesn’t mean there’s something wrong about you or that they are right because they are ALL against you and you have to stand up on your own. THEY have the problem and they like you to see you sad, don’t let them do this to you. Please. Don’t give up on life because you’re depressed. I’ve been there. But I promise you that you WILL find people that deserve your friendship and your love and they won’t allow those who hate you to hurt you. And then you will have people that love you and care about you, and you won’t feel alone anymore. Just be strong, keep holding on and wait patiently for that day. Oh and one last thing.. I LOVE YOU!"