“Life is a process of becoming, a combination of states we have to go through. Where people fail is that they wish to elect a state and remain in it. This is a kind of death.” I love my past. I love my present. I'm not ashamed of what I've had, and I'm not sad because I have it no longer. My name is Ryan. I am 18 years of age. Being born on December 28th, I am a determined and paranoid Capricorn. According to this extreme personality test I took in Psychology class, which is very accurate, I am classified as: Independent, original, analytical, and determined. People-oriented and fun-loving, they make things more fun for others by their enjoyment. Living for the moment, they love new experiences. Popular and sensitive, with outstanding people skills. Have an exceptional ability to turn theories into solid plans of action. Highly value knowledge, competence, and structure. Driven to derive meaning from their visions. Long-range thinkers. Have very high standards for their performance, and the performance of others. Natural leaders, but will follow if they trust existing leaders. Moreover, I am a bit crazy, I have an obsession with taking photographs of myself. Not to mention I fucking <3 Cows! When it comes to school, it’s not as bad as everyone thinks. I hate labels. I have an obsession with smelling good. I think I am fat. But I guess I am adorable :P Speaking of fat, my favorite food is Chinese. But I am a Vegetarian. I am a fake Asian. :] Yeah, I am a drama queen. I was raised by all women. I hate fake people. I also hate people who judge others. I’m pro-choice all the way. Love is Love. And To tell the truth, I’m ready to get out of this hell hole and go to College. My friends mean the absolute world to me. Some more then others :P Sincerely, .:a person who is obsessed with black and white photographs:. "I wish I could see through your eyes so I would know what you like to see. I wish I knew your wishes, so I could give you everything you want. I wish I dreamed the same dreams you do, and together we could make them come true. I wish I knew what makes you happy, so I could make you the happiest person in the whole world. And lastly, I wish I were a cell in your blood, so I would be sure I was somewhere in your heart." Passion... it's the atmosphere, the noise, it's the time, the taste, the smell, and the sense of being. I think it's being alive at a point where it's so joyful it can almost be painful. 
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