Mell niiigg

I'm Mel. Not Mel Malcious. Thats stupid and faggy. I just got a new lap top, so I will be on here alot more and i will keep you updated. (:

I'm Mel

And I love my life. Everyone always calls me a whore and a bitch and they wish I would die.. Well I don’t care anymore. Think what you want to think, because shit talkers wont go anywhere in life. I'm going to be a doctor someday and you will still be shit talking people to make yourselves feel better. Well its doesn’t make you look any better then me. I'm done with that.

When I grow up I want to see the big city lights from outside my tiny apartment window. See the ocean from a little beach house on the sand, Be in a tiny house in the woods. Go to an Irish pub in the afternoons with Drew. I will do all of these things, live in so many different places. And It will be amazing..

When I get older I'm getting tattoos. and maybe some piercings. My first tattoo will represent my first and only love. It will say these words wrapped around a key. "I love not only for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you." And the key goes to Drew’s heart. Don’t take my idea >:P I'm also getting a music note to represent him too. I'm going to get my septum pierced just to see hoe it looks same with my smiley. Since I'm going to be a doctor nothing too drastic.

Fuck your scene, fuck your looking alike, fuck your shit. I get my dresses from Wal-Mart to thrift stores, I've had my converse for years. I don’t get my "style" from some one else. I rarely wear make up, wear extensions or even straighten my hair. I'm independent so suck my clit (:

There are only two people in Salem that I really truly do not like. Probably the only two girls I will ever not like. I don’t like drama, and they start it. It takes allot for me not to like someone. You had sex with my boyfriend? Oh yes I'll still stick up for you and not call you a whore a defend you. That’s just how I am.

I weigh 102 lbs. and I'm 5"3. Don't take me likely. I don’t have big boobs, I have no butt, BUT people like me anyways. I don’t kiss girls. I have only kissed one girl ever in my whole entire life. Except first grade. I really liked that girl. Ha she was special. A one in a million type of girls.

I don’t have many friends, they all tend to go other ways or follow orders. I don’t follow orders. I don’t follow people. I don’t like many people either. But If I get to know you I would. I need new friends anyways <33

My favorite song is She's so blonde By Illinois. My favorite bands are Iron & Wine, City & The Format, Guster, Jason Lytle, and St. Vincent. They are god, I have many more just ask. My ipod is full of stuff like this. I like Idie acoustic music, its my life pretty much.

I believe in a Great thing, maybe not Jesus or Mary, but I believe in a god. I do pray for things to get better when they aren’t good. And I thank him for when things go great. I think that there is someone looking after me, not like an angel or anything. But someone who cares maybe. So those are my thoughts on "god" They wont change.

My "religions" are supposed to be, Christian, Catholic, and Irish Catholic. I guess they are different? haha I am Indian, Irish, German, Polish, and that’s it I think? Haha. But I wanna be in an Irish mob (:

Don't tell me fucking dead baby jokes, Don't call me a bad mother, Don't fuck with me. I didn’t loose him on purpose so SHUT THE FUCK UP. I'm better then this. Don't make fun of me. I don’t take that shit. I will love that three month old baby more then any of you fucks. That baby was going to be my life. He want a gold fish you name and when it dies you flush it down the toilet it doesn't work that way. And Dont ask me about him. Its none of your business fuckers.


I don't care about what you fucks think of me.
Let those fuckers talk shit, they AIN'T shit -Neil.


Drew Mitchell Price..
Only God knows how much I love you. Because I really truly do. Your my everything. I love the way you kiss me when I'm sleeping and you pull my hair out of my face just to look at me. The way we fight and then kiss each other and laugh. Your so Sweet and smart and funny. And I just love you so much. We have made each other cry, well you don’t cry, so you make me cry and I just upset you. Haha But I know this, us, we will work.. Because you mean everything to me. I'm a better person because of you. No one will ever get between us. I promise promise promise. I love our late night phone calls. Or when we sit in the movie theatre and cuddle. And you make me cry randomly because I’m so happy with you and I never want to lose you. ever. Your the best thing that has ever happened to me. And we will always be together. And I'll always be at your side

I love not only for what you are, but for what I am when when I am with you.