Irie Johnny

Hi I'm Johnny, and I'm 21 years old. There's not much to know about me that you probably haven't already heard from someone else. But in case you didn't know, here's me. I guess I could start out by saying I'm a procrastinator. Hence why it took me so long to put up a new profile even though I've been meaning to for so long. I don't often complete things in life, I used to think it was because I just failed at everything. But I've come to realize, all my life I was trying to fit in somewhere, because I had no idea who I was. And I thought, that seems like something pretty structured, where your sure to fit into a mold, and being in a mold pretending to be happy, is better then standing alone as nothing and miserable. So I took up projects and ventures my whole life with enthusiasm, hoping they would lead me to who I really was as a person. But as soon as I realized it wasn't who I was, I'd drop it. Once again leaving one thing unfinished. I've also come to the realization that I'm completely ok with that. I have ideas of what I want to one day be, but I'm not there yet. And that doesn't bother me at all. The journey there, has had it's share of pain, bad times, and misery. But it's also had it's share of amazing family, amazing friends, and some truly amazing times. So in an overall prospective, I know I've had it rough, some have said I've been through more then I should have been for my age. Whatever you say, I say it'll be ok, and good times are always around the corner. You just have to hold your head up, and let Karma do it's thing.

I have an amazing group of friends. It's a close group of 7-8 people, and I've known all of them at least 3-7 years. Were a good group and there's always something fun going down, with great times sure to ensue. I don't know how I would have made it as far as I have without my friends and family. I have a best friend, who feels more like a brother then anything. We get along perfectly with meshing personalities, and we never knocc each other for things that one does and the other doesn't. He's been there alot, and I couldn't imagine the future without him. I'd do anything for that kid. I also have another great friend that I regard as more of a brother too. Him and his family have done so much for me, my words couldn't even begin to describe the amount of gratitude I have. At times when I was down to rocc bottom, and I was at my weakest points, they stepped in to always offer that extra crutch I needed. I damn near lived at their house for awhile lol. And I seriously don't know how I would have made it through that time in my life without any of them. Me and my homie get along like bread and butter. It goes together perfectly, and compliments each other well, but it still takes a knife to make it work. If that makes any sense lol. I'm truly blessed to have great people in my life. I love all of them, and I'm sure they know that even though I've never said it. Their truly a great group of people.

I've tried my whole life to be a normal guy like everyone else. Only to realize I was anything but normal, and completely fine with it. I care about the world we live in, and I want to make a difference. Someone has to cure cancer, someone has to be a rocc star, someone has to make this world a better place. I wouldn't rule out seeing me plastered all over the media, with a sign that says "Peace and Love, It's just that simple". I believe in the rights of every individual to live life to the fullest, and enjoy every single moment that they can. I've lost many great people in my life to various things. Death, broken friendships, and shattered hearts among the list. I don't like pain in life, and shy away from it as much as I can. I try to avoid conflicts, and generally take a passive mentality to the situation. But when those I care about are in jeopardy, there's nothing I won't do. I've never swung at someone who didn't first swing at me, I'm just not violent that way. But I've dropped guys easily twice my size, and handled my own with guys even larger. Sure I've lost fights, but I've never run, and never bacced down, no matter how big they were, and I never will. The events of my life may have broken my heart, brought me anguish and pain, and emotionally took me on a roller coaster, but they didn't take away my pride. When you hit rocc bottom, you learn it's all you got left.

I try to live life by the motto of peace and love. But it's not always easy in a world so full of despair, and bad intentions. But I have this incredibly upbeat personality, that always allows me to be optimistic. The good guy doesn't always win, but then again, neither does the bad guy. I have a feeling in me that one day I'll do something good for the world. I don't know what it is, but there's a light in there that wants to shine, and someday it will. I'm just Mex, another guy like all the rest. I have long hair that makes me feel more like me then I ever have in my life. I dress in what makes me feel the most comfortable. Labels mean nothing to me. And I don't go by the labels society gives everything. If it feels right to me and I like it, then it's a part of my life, if I don't, then it's not. I'm not some drug dealer, some junkie, or some dirty hippie. I'm just a guy like all the rest. I'm no better then anyone else and I don't ever want to be. You may or may not remember me if our paths should no longer cross, but chances are you won't forget me. I try to make an impression on everyone I meet, and it's not that hard to accomplish. Also I could tell you I don't care when someone doesn't like me, but frankly, I'd be lying. Peace & Love Mex </style>