missmichelle

I'm Michelle
I'm 20 going on 21 in november :]
my mind is consumed of useless little thoughts and dreams. i don't pay attention, but i am going somewhere in life. i don't care about what you say about me. i don't stop until i get what i want. i don't always do what i should and i often do what i shouldn't. i am full of mistakes and mishaps. i'm old enough to know better, & too young to care. i finally learned not to make someone a priority that only makes you an option. i'm easy to talk to and get along with, unless your trying to get in my way. if your trying to change me, your wasting my time. not to mention yours. no matter how loud i talk not many people listen. i have to get the last word. right now i look strong but i'm torn up inside. i realized that every breath you take is a gift from god, and i can't take advantage of it. the world needs more dreamers. i happen to be one of the few. i'd do anything for any of my friends.calling me a slut or a whore won't do you any good. all your showing is a cheap imitation of your insecurities. i'm not the sharpest knife in the drawer, and i don't follow the rules. i build on imperfections and bad decisions. when i die, i wanna be remembered as the girl who believed in herself when no one else did. and when i leave this little town i call home, i want to have made a difference. i'm finally getting to know myeslf better. . so basically, i'm not trying to be anything but myself these days. take it? cool. leave it? your loss, not mine :D [R.I.P. Nik<3] Things have been getting tough around here lately, and its come to the point where im going to have to leave cali, leave my home. But my problem is i still cant find a job i have no money and need to get some to make it to washington. I hate that its come to a point in my life where i really have to ask people to help me, to get me to where i need to go. I have alot waiting for me up there its just a matter of getting there. Im asking friends to just donate like a dollar or whatever they can to help me out. any help is good :]