Atheist Smurf Sr

Whether you will admit it or not, you an I are cut from the same cloth. Youre always gonna wonder if people like you for you, or if they like you because of your position. You get off on analyzing people, or what you think passes for analyzing them. You have the ability to recognize one type of person. The person who didn’t get enough attention from mommy. The twit who has to prop themselves up by picking on a disabled person. What you cant do, is branch out beyond that. You cant accept that youre every bit the angry guy who has to lash out and use his position here to, as you put it, “to try to prove your own superiority, authority, or to work out your issues “ . Id never put you down over your childhood, bat damn if you don’t think it makes you some kind of an expert on parenting, when you’ve never had a child. I see the insecure guy behind the authority. And youre right to get rid of me, cause in a true discussion over the things that are, or have happened, I would tear you apart. Youre a true hypocrite in every sense of the word. Youre too quick to jump into an argument just because you can. You abuse your position far worse than I ever did. Youre on an ego trip that makes me look humble. You cant accept that there are people you don’t like, but still deserve a modicum of respect. You don’t like me, I got that, but it just wasn’t clear how much until you shoved your foot in your mouth over the badgirl thing. Your first reaction to that attention whore was posting that she had been here a lot longer than me. As if time somehow indicates being right? I know youre not stupid, quite the opposite. Im jealous of your knowledge of computers, but man, when it comes to interpersonal skills, you havent got a clue. See, I know myself well enough to know there were a lot of people in there who buddied up to me because I was a mod. I know that a LOT of people will completely turn their backs on me because Im gone now. I don’t have to pretend that’s not the truth. You live for that command, and that power. You have to be the all-powerful OZ in there, Im guessing that is all you have. You obviously have no qualms over being guilty of exactly the same thing youre accusing me of. That douche started an argument, not a discussion, and you took his side saying that as a mod I should have had a “thicker skin”, yet in the PM with you, you were the one who didn’t have a thick skin, because once again, you are the one who resorted to insults. Check out the definition of TYRANT, you fit it well. You are above the rules you impose on everyone else. Ive already stated what happened, line by line, but you chose to completely ignore that. You were right to keep it in PM, and to kick me when you did, cause if that discussion had taken place in public, you would have ended up looking like a fool, well, to the people that don’t think they have to kiss your ass in order to stay there. I made a promise to Gina that I wouldn’t return once banned and try to ruin it for others, I intend to keep that promise. I havent yet had time to sort the chosen friends from those who thought they had to be, and isn’t it a bad feeling when you talk to people, not knowing if they like you, or they fear not liking you. I don’t care, I just was able to be fair about it. People never HAD to like me in order to be treated fairly. They started arguments, they got arguments back, being regulars didn’t mean shit. You weren’t afraid to argue with anyone cause you would happily rely on your authority to back you up, and that’s where we are completely different. I rely on facts, not position of authority. I have no delusions that this chat-room cannot function without me, in fact, if I didn’t tell many people I was leaving, then might well never notice. Life will go on uninterrupted in the JFSC, until the point where you have in fact ruined it, by alienating people who DO contribute to the room. Alone, I am nothing but another name in that room, but multiply me by every person that you run off with your ego, and your own insecurities, and it does take something away from that room. I could have spent this letter playing your game and just throwing insults at you, but that’s too easy and it accomplishes nothing except satisfying my own desire to put you down. I think you put yourself down enough. Quite honestly, I think every time you insult me, you insult yourself, because with everything but my size, it is equally applicable to you, and when it comes to my size, well, that’s just lack of credible argument on your part.