i always hated how you would say the things that were right on the tip of your tounge without even thinking about how the situation will be afterwards. but that's just who you are.
there's so much i wish i could talk to you about too, & saying this in a comment on stickam is just stupid & pointless, but i mean you 'never get' or 'hear anything of' my voicemails & calls so there's no other way to say it.
you know i want to see you before you move so that comment you left me saying "your not going to see me before i move?" was unnecessary because you should check your voicemails at your dad's. i left you one for the simple reason of telling you how i want to hangout before you move, then i got on myspace & saw a bulletin you posted about being in grand haven, & i didn't know how else to contact you? but i'm done explaining myself with thattt.
i want us to be on good terms before you move.
but i don't know, i'm getting those weird moments you would always have with chelsea or jasmyn when you would hate them one day & love them the next.
& whether that's it or not i don't know, but i do not enjoy it.
i don't know what else to say to you because you'll either read this & not comment me back, read it & comment me back with something rude you would say, or read it & comment me back with something nice that i would love so goddamn much to hear from you before you moved, because we both know we're most likely not going to hangout before you move, & i honestly.. would love to be on good terms with you before you left, MORE THAN ANYTHING.
i don't you're even going to read all of this, but i can't stop typing because i'm on my ADD medication right now & there are 3,000 things running through my mind right now.
& i don't even know all of what i just said.
fuck, yeah.
i.. just know that i love you.
& i'm 99.9% sure you know that.
actually i have, i comment your bulletins & your pictures on myspace all the time.
but you never seem to comment me back, but you can everyone else?.
i tell you i want to hangout, & i say i miss you & when you move i'll miss you even more.
i feel like you're trying to make me feel bad, i always would put in an effort, & i just don'tt feel bad.
