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Sarinha'w || 10/03 || OPorto [Fama] || 1,60cm :S || Happy


I smile, I give outbursts of laugh, and I try to hide who I really am ...
but it seems that my parents finally realized that I am a cold and dark person...
Realized that I'm not the girl who obeys orders, which behaves correctly to keep up appearances of the family..
I think my life is a motherfucking hell -.-
I love my friends and I know they love me * __ *
I am strong ... but at the same time I am a weak ...
Dont ask me why ... Cause I don't know ...
sometimes I am in my room all day, watching the walls, hoping that the problems would solve themselves ..
When i think about the stuff that has had no courage to do or say, billowy me by myself..
I have a bunch of friends, but at same time, I feel alone ..
I need someone who really understands me ..
But I'm afraid to say "I love you" [as friends], then go out hurt ..
I am not alone, but I feel that I live in my own world, full of darkness and disappointment ...
but that's How i am, and my friends still love me .. I am a lucky girl ...
I am proud of my friends and I hope that one day, they also feel proud of me


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thanks fer the add