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Video games. Red hair. Snowboard. Gem sweaters. Press-on tattoos. Eye liner. Guster. Ninjas vs Pirates. Rilo Kiley. Eternal Sunshine. Corny infomercials. SLC Punk! Freckles. Marketing. KU. Colors. James Dean. Pillows. Music. Ulta.
Sometimes, in the morning, I am petrified and can't move. Awake, but cannot open my eyes. And the weight is crushing down on my lungs, I know I can't breathe, and hope someone will save me this time. And your mother's still calling you, insane and high. Swearing, "It's different this time." And you tell her to give in to the demons that posses her, and that God never blessed her insides. Then you hang up the phone and feel badly for upsetting things. Crawl back into bed to dream of a time when your heart was open wide, and you loved things just because. Like the sick.. and the dying.. But, sometimes when you're on, You're really fuckin' on! And your friends, they sing along, and they love you. But the lows are so extreme that the good seems fuckin' cheap. And it teases you for weeks in its absense. But, you'll fight and you'll make it through. You'll fake it, if you have to, and you'll show up for work with a smile :). You'll be better and you'll be smarter, and more grown up and a better daughter or son, and a real good friend. You'll be awake, you'll be alert, you'll be positive though it hurts. And you'll laugh and embrace all your friends. You'll be a real good listener, you'll be honest, you'll be brave, you'll be handsome, and you'll be beautiful. You'll be happy..
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Hey... come in my live & subscribe to me & all that good stuff so we can chill :
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Thanks for being a friend!!! You should subscibe to me!!and come into my live sometime!!
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hey i dont really know what happend or why i got kicked off, but i didnt want you to think i was ignoring you.

-Spencer
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oooo yeah, first comment, baby! woo!

lol

hi =)