Ive noticed from my latest expeirence that love is hard to get, hard to find, hard to see. Many times I thought i had found it but every time it doesnt work out or i dont even know...There too old, too cool? Am I not good enough? Well to tell you the truth i have only have thought to found it two times. The first was some one very nice,cute,funny-they understood me. We had such a good friendship and we could talk on the phone for hours. I remember every night when we were supposed to be sleeping we would lie in bed and just talk. I loved it all and i loved them. So much and i dont think they get it. They were my first true love...And they told me they liked me back but obviously not as much as i. Suddenly we just stopped talking and i would try to re-connect but they would just ignore me or give back short responces. I have no idea what happened. Now each day we fade apart. The second im not realy sure about. But there just too old and idk, they just came into my life. Im just confuzed. Should i care? should i try to re-connect? But thinking i noticed they could re-connect with me...Maybe they dont want to? probably. i just blah idk. and idk why im typing this. I just needed to get it out. it might not be such a big deal to you but it is to me. all i have to say is i miss you. the old you.