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Something You Should Know About Me
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Knowing me I am not the most perfect girl out there. I can actually say I'm very imperfect. I do make a lot of mistakes and I sure as hell learn from them. I have my ups and downs. mostly downs because I am never truly satisfied in my happiness. I do have low self esteem, but I have my high moments as well. I look at my feelings as something that can wait. The way I look at things is that I put others before myself. I find my true happiness through helping someone in anyway I can. It warms my heart to see that I can actually do good. My friends mean everything to me, they are a huge part of my life. I'd do anything for them. They make such an impact on my everyday life challenges. They teach me to take chances, to make the right choices, to just be myself, and to think for myself. I care for my friends so much, they are the ones that keep me moving. Though to fit my personality in words I would have to say I am very random. I like to have good times and laugh. I'd truly do anything to make someone laugh or to simply put a smile on someone's face. I do not like to show my emotions often. I usually just keep feelings bottled inside unless I'm talking to my best friend about how I feel. sometimes keeping feelings bottled up inside means I'm a ticking time bomb. So sorry if I explode sometimes. Other than that I am shy at times but usually I am just myself. Most importantly I don't judge quick, and I don't like being judged. When it comes to boys or men or whatever you want to call them I only have one response. My heart belongs to one guy. We have known each other for four years, we have always stood by each others side, and no matter what happens we get through it together. He has been there for me for as long as I can remember and has never let me go. We may have been on and off for the longest, but we never truly give up on each other, and I know that I have hurt him multiple times, but I sure as hell wish I could make things up to him, lets just hope the future brings many solutions. This one guy has had me from day one and I don't plan on losing him, friends or not, I'll still love him. Nevertheless he is an amazing person inside and out. I can honestly say he is indescribable. On the down side to love my family is in that category. My family is filled with a lot of challenges and lots of other stuff. I'm not saying my family has suffered or is horrible, but we do have our down sides to love. My mother, I love her so, but she takes her anger out on me most, she means well and works hard to maintain a good environment. My father on the other hand has never really been there for me, though I have pictures and one home movie overall he has never really been a huge part of my life but i still love him very much. My step father picked up the pieces. He believes in me most, though I do not know why, and finally my wonderful sisters, they truly mean everything to me, without them I wouldn't really be myself. My older sister Debbie is one great person, she tries all she can to be the best and i believe in her, My other older sister Quiarra, she is an amazing, smart, young lady. She shows me that I can achieve anything if I set my mind to, plus she understands me more than anyone i know, and lastly my younger sister Junilda, she is a little me, though I do not want her to make the same mistakes I did, I can truly say she'll grow up just as great as her sisters. And now moving into the topic of Religion. I am a proud Catholic. I am inspired by God everyday. He is one who will always be by my side through any mistake or hardship I face. God is one man that will never truly leave me. I have been Baptized, received the Eucharist, and have been Confirmed. One of my main morals I have had for the longest is that I am a proud virgin, I am not having sex till I am married. For me I think it I'm to young to be having sex. I believe God made the no sex till marriage rule to protect women from being venerable to men. So i achieve the best for myself. When it comes to school I'm not the brightest crayon in the box. I struggle in school, but I try to achieve my highest potential. My favorite subject is Science and my least favorite subject is Math. I love Science because there are multiple subjects and studies to learn within Science. Math is my weakest subject because I don't really quiet grasp the information. i love going too school and learning as hard as it may to believe i do like school, but other than high school I hope to go to college and pre sue in Criminal Justice. I have everything basically planned out now I just need the grades. [Four years of college, two years as a police officer, and i become a private investigator.] A little fun fact about me is that I love music. I honestly adore listening to brilliant melodies and amazing choruses and lyrics. My favorite kind of music is Alternative, Country, Screamo, and Disney music. What makes me love music so much is meaning of songs and the moods it produces. Music has always been there to bring me up when I'm sad or to just help me wallow. Though I can not play any instruments let alone carry a tune. I like to sing and learn lyrics.
To Be Continued.....
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