Is normal, if you cut me I will bleed, maybe not red but I will bleed. I'm not a push over, you should take me seriously. If I come off friendly, that's because I am. I live for myself Not gonna try to please you, its just not worth it. If we don't get along then keep it pushing. If we did get along and I no longer share stuff with you, just to make it simple I no longer trust you. Or maybe I haven't had time to contact you. Sometimes I'm hard to understand and if you call yourself trying to check me or put me in my place, don't! Your gonna look like a fool. I am in place and your not above me. No I don't mock god by saying I'm damn near a god. I believe once your completely at peace and can shine down wisdom upon someone, it is when they see you as a god or in my case goddess. It doesn't make me evil for liking bloody dismembered bodies, duh its somehow connected to life. Now if I make you wanna kill yourself because I have my many ways of doing so, then and only then do you call me evil. Don't judge me on the music I listen too because its only like 10% of me. Judge me on my actions if you have too. I'm not a complete jerk I know how to have fun and spread joy around too. Oh and don't think I hate or dislike you because I don't smile at you, I'm somewhat of shy and can be a bitch if you miss judge me. Sometimes I don't even see you! lmao check and see if I have my glasses.