~NATASHA~ I'm forever adding to this section because i am always discovering new things about myself. I know you'll read approximately 4 sentences of this and be like "i cant be bothered to read that". I'd love to say all these things about me that are probably not true.. But I will let you decide what you think of me. I used to take the most precious things in my life for granted, until i nearly lost them. Why is it that it takes a possible life changing moment and implication to make us realise what the most precious things in life are. Anzac day is my birthday -yes the day that everyone mourns is my birthday- 16 years old Finally. I'm pretty relaxed and easy to get along with. I am always late on account of i take forever and a day to get ready so i put my watch back 15 minutes but it doesn't work because i look at it and think 'oh its 15 minutes fast', which defeats the purpose of my ingenius idea. When im angry at someone because they have upset or hurt me in any way i find it best and easiest to just ignore them and pretend as if they dont exist, this makes me feel better i can do this for as long as it takes and it works for me. I used to be a strong minded person but this year has been the most emotional year of my life so my mind gets the better of me most of the time and i can be very sensitive at times which is more than likely due to my tendancy of bottling things up. When people talk to me i come off all high and mighty but its actually the total opposite, im only human and i have feelings. Its easy to bring me down because im not the high and mighty person i appear to be. I over analyse almost everything and i always expect the worst and sometimes i see only the negative aspects of situations or things that have happened. i'm completely and uterly indecisive and when i come to making a decision its always the wrong one. I'm the type of person that when playing sport gets really competative and forgets 'its just a game' and when i make a mistake i will beat myself up about it and put myself down "How the hell could you miss that shot at goal your a fucking idiot, everyone will remember that for years to come". I'm not a very confident person i used to have extremely low self esteem but i'm gradually learning to love the skin im in with the help from friends. I'm a big believer in 'you are what you eat' -unless you have a fast metabolism. I'm tired most of the time no matter how much sleep i get, its because i dream so much and in my dreams i always run, i wake up feeling as though i've ran a marathon its insane. I fall asleep in the shower and i find it hard to just forgive and forget. Im the biggest procrastinator you will ever meet! I'm not a selfish person im a selfless person i put others before myself all the time, maybe too much, because now people that think they can walk all over me. I am the most easily distracted person i know which irritates me most of the time because people assume i am uninterested in what they are saying, this is not the case as i am always interested in what someone is saying to me; im all ears, but not so much eyes. Don't get me wrong im not always distracted i just have that odd day where my mind is elsewhere and im unbelievably preoccupied. If i ask for your opinion don't tell me what i want to hear, tell it to me straight. I like blunt people as they are honest, but i like bluntness to an extent. i don't care what you think about me, really i don't. people are always letting me down. i'm so over the past and i'm only interested in getting prepared for the future. i'm going to travel melbourne, perth, adelaide, london, new york, paris and tokyo. i'm way to eager and mature for my age, it irritates me at times. i don't know just yet but i do know that i have the potential and the will to achieve great things if i put my heart and soul into it. I have massive goals that are almost impossible to fulfil, it doesn't matter how hard i try as they are unachievable for me. I like to expect the best from myself even though the best isn’t good enough. I enjoy art and find it relaxing both to create it and observe it. I am into photography I photograph nature because I have an appreciation for it great and small. In my spare time I write stories and poems about life and how i see it. I’m passionate about lots of things, such as: Life, animal rights, The Earth and Music. But most of all, I know who I am and exactly what I want. 'Say what you mean, mean what you say.' Add me i'm nice i swear I pretty much love everyone, except for the occasional few that my personality clashes with but that’s just the way it goes. and Yes i am aware of how contradictory that sounds.